08/11/2025
RAW & TRUE
The last six months have been extremely difficult for me.
I lost my best friend and my dear lover
whom I loved the most.
You probably know.. Relationship mirrors can be damm harsh.
I faced the darkest parts of my shadows.
It felt like a Marathon of a healing journey,
where I could meet and embody the true essence of
*trust and belonging*
Even though I tried to run away,
Spirit put me back in the game to face it all big time—
so we can heal not just ourselves
but our ancestral lineages,
and the new generations to come.
We worked through our deepest wounds together,
processed the most challenging grief,
and illuminated the facets we were blinded to see..
until our souls had to split their ways.
Yesterday, after several trials, we said the final goodbye.
The cry is real,
burst out as I am freeing my pain when closing this 1.5 y cycle of the most beautiful lovership I have ever shared with a man.
I allow myself to feel it all,
and meeting again the fear of being seen in the uncertainty.
humbeling and surrendering to the mysteries that god would share,
as I am willing to listen.
🙏
Thank you .music_ for reconnecting me back to the pleasure I can feel in my body,
for dancing together in truth,
and awakening in me the love that I was always desired to sing through my heart.
❤️
