11/09/2025
āI Thought I Would Cryā¦ But Something Else Happenedā
I always imagined Iād break down in tears when I finally sat before Adi Kailash.
Every time I had seen videos or photos of this sacred place before, I would cry ā from longing, from devotion, from lifetimes of remembering.
So I thought that when I stood before Him, my body would tremble, my heart would overflow.
But none of that happened.
Insteadā¦ I went still.
Absolutely still.
It was as if my soul had stopped breathing ā not out of fear or pain, but because something greater had taken over.
I became a living dead body.
Eyes half open, heart suspended, breath shallow.
No thoughts. No emotions. Just a vast, eerie stillness.
I sat thereā¦ like an offering placed at the feet of the divine.
Then, something strange began to happen.
I started slipping into trance ā automatically, without effort.
My body wouldnāt move. My eyes refused to stay open. My head began to sway gently on its own, pulled by something unseen.
And just when a part of me remembered ā āWaitā¦ I had to record a transmissionā¦ā
I realized I had no strength.
No stability. No voice. No sanity.
I couldnāt even lift my hand, let alone perform an energetic transmission.
And yetā¦
Something happened.
My left eye was half open ā gazing at Adi Kailash, still visible through the clouds.
And my right eye was completely shut ā but in that darkness, a vision unfolded.
I saw a silhouette ā tall, still, powerful.
Mahadev.
He walked through the veil of my consciousness and softly said:
āYou relaxā¦ We will do it.ā
He stood there ā calm, eternal ā and began to spin a vortex of energy around Himself.
This vortex wasnāt violent. It was precise. Measured. Divine.
And then, slowlyā¦
He turned towards me.
The moment His energy touched mine, I wasnāt myself anymore.
There was no āmeā ā just waves of transmission flowing through and outwards, into the land, the sky, the grid, and every soul connected to it.
I was not the transmitter.
I was just a receiver.
Theyā¦ Heā¦ did everything.
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