08/12/2025
I just came back from a week in Austria, visiting my family.
Going back always means confronting an old chapter of my life: my university years, my scientific-research career, the city lifestyle… and all the toxic family patterns I used to be unaware of.
There’s so much I could say about the shift from living in the hamster wheel to carving a life that feels truly fulfilling.
But my reflection these days goes somewhere else.
It goes to the painful realization that the land I come from (on my mum's side) carries sorrow, heaviness and some degree of cold-heartedness.
The land, my bloodline, and the collective consciousness of this country feel very heavy to me.
This time I felt a strong energetic mismatch with the place and the people—and for the first time, my heart was breaking because of it.
I had never empathized so deeply.
I had never felt so much compassion.
For days I kept asking:
How can I help? How can I bring light here? How can I awaken hope and love in these hearts? How can I support my land?
Nothing came.
I even tried reaching out to the local healers community… Nothing.
Until I realized:
I BRING HEALING JUST BY BEING.✨
My presence on that land was healing on many levels—
🔥 for my ancestors,
carrying the wounds of Austria’s dark history,
🔥 for the land that witnessed atrocities,
🔥 for my family still caught in detrimental ways of living,
🔥 And for myself, because my heart opened wider than ever.
I was there, holding my flame.
Holding my lantern of Hope and Love.💗
Unable to take practical action,
yet consciously weaving a Light-Grid around the city.
Sending prayers and healing everywhere I set foot.
Working intensively with my spirit guides, the Light beings & angelic realms🪽
This vulnerable share is a reminder to you & to myself:
WE ARE THE HEALING OUR ANCESTORS PRAYED FOR.🫂
We are the Light bearers.
We embody the new ways, by standing in right relations with the land and with all people.
We are living examples.
Nothing more, nothing less.
Breathe… and let that sink in.
Soon I’ll be opening an annual membership space, where, among many things, we will actively be doing Gridwork for the planet.
Stay tuned..✨