20/03/2023
Yesterday I attended ‘Equinox, movement medicine ceremony’ with a group of beautiful women. To be in such a loving space, feeling held by each woman is pure bliss. I feel so grateful, and my heart feels so full. Thank you Bonnie & Bethan for holding this ceremony .
One of the things I realised and felt called to share:
We often go through this life with judgement of others or feeling judged, something I didn’t realise I was struggling with.
One of my intentions was asking for self-confidence, when it came to my business. I had this belief that I had to be good at public speaking in order to be successful in business. What came to me was this deep-rooted fear came from when I did my first ever public talk in front of a group of corporate lawyers in a law firm (I am not judging lawyers / corporate workers, I have no doubt there are lots of them who are interested in this stuff, this is just my personal story of how I felt in the moment).
As I stood and spoke about my passion for reiki, energy healing and EFT, I felt completely judged the entire time and as a result, felt like complete s**t and never spoke out loud about it again! A lawyer wouldn’t come into a woman’s circle and talk about corporate law, so me standing in front of them talking about chakras and tapping was like a lawyer talking to me about corporate law – not aligning one bit!
Sitting in woman’s circles and places I feel connected with like-minded souls, I can speak freely without judgement, I feel heard and valued and no pressure to speak ‘well’. Whatever flows, flows and even if it doesn’t make sense, I still feel held and loved.
I realised I need to surround myself with those non-judgmental souls, so that I feel valued and heard and free to be my complete self. I have also let go of the belief that I cannot have a successful business without being a good public speaker, I can
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