26/10/2025
Written by: Marian Omari
Date:Oct. 26.2025
She'll Never be Back
Experiencing the passing away of your mom will never leave you alone. When my mom passed away, everything passed behind. Nothing could even lift me up to stand again and you feel something inside your heart shatters and fades.
Can you imagine a women who was so strong, who raised you up, and who was the only ideal person in your life can pass away in a blink of an eye! You don't only feel depressed, but also your life will stop it's rotation there , specifically on that spot of pain. The whole universe will stop there.
You lost her, then you lost somebody who understands your body gestures, your eye contact, your silence, and your frustration. What is most important is that you lose someone who can read your heart as well as your eyes.
You will miss those hands to cover your head and utter few prayers. You will definitely miss those rosey cheeks when you make her smile. You will miss those situations where you were confused before you apologize for being impolite or misbehaving.
You will miss the last two minutes before her passing away. You will remember how she pronounced the letters of your name before few minutes of her passing away.
You will feel cold and blue after her leave. No one will replace her and no one will do. No one will ask you to drink water, take a jacket, hold an umbrella,cover yourself,eat well and ,pray for God consequently. No one will stay late to check if you arrived to your destination or to your home.
Who will support you now? Who will be following your steps one after another? Who had protected you from all the scars in your life? Usually people, morn their moms after they pass away and then they start thinking of those moments and wish they come back. Why to wait ? Why don't you feel the moment ? Why don't you see the good side of following up and supporting?
Rememeber :You might accept a friend's advice, but you won't accept your mom's ! Some people might tell you distructive comments but your mom will always give you the constructive ones. Your mom is the only one who have patience towards you.
You will miss everything about her; her delicious food, her gestures, her smile, her hug, her nagging, her overprotection, her phone calls,her generous table, her shape, her perfume, and much more. You will miss the words said on your birthdays: Happiest Birthday my everything. You will miss the glince of her eyes when you graduated from the university and when you gained a trophy: this is my lady , this is my supergirl, I am so proud of you! Who will tell you now I am proud of you?
Now after reading all of this, you might say the world will continue after your mom's death, but in reality everything is moving in a very gloomy and greef rotation. No one will feel what you are feeling and no one will sense the memories in your unconscious.
By Marian Omari
Oct. 26.2025
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