13/11/2025
“Dr, kenapa saya susah nafas lagi sekali ?”
“Dr… kenapa saya susah nafas sangat sekarang ni?”
Suara Puan Yoon kedengaran perlahan, hampir berbisik. Tubuhnya kurus, bahunya naik turun dengan setiap tarikan nafas yang sukar.
Saya memegang tangannya perlahan. “Cuba tenangkan nafas dulu, Puan. Saya tahu… sekarang memang rasa berat di dada tu kan?”
Dia mengangguk perlahan, matanya bergenang. Di sebelahnya, suami beliau duduk diam — wajahnya cemas, namun cuba menahan air mata.
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Dua tahun lepas, Puan Yoon disahkan menghidap kanser paru-paru tahap akhir.
Kami memulakan rawatan targeted therapy, ubat khas yang ‘menyerang’ sel kanser berdasarkan mutasi tertentu dalam gen.
Dan ketika itu, ubat itu benar-benar menjadi keajaiban kecil buatnya —
batuk berkurang, selera makan kembali, wajahnya ceria semula.
Setiap kali datang ke klinik, dia akan senyum sambil berkata:
“Dr, saya rasa macam dapat hidup kedua. Saya nak habiskan masa dengan cucu-cucu saya.”
Saya pun tersenyum, bersyukur dalam diam.
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Namun, sebulan yang lalu, keadaan mula berubah.
“Dr, saya batuk balik. Nafas makin pendek,” katanya.
Hasil imbasan menunjukkan sesuatu yang kami bimbang — kansernya kembali aktif, kali ini lebih agresif.
Sel kanser itu nampaknya telah bermutasi,
menjadikan ubat targeted therapy yang selama ini berkesan…
tidak lagi mampu melawan.
Lebih membimbangkan, sel-sel kanser kini telah merebak ke tulang, hati dan kelenjar adrenal.
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Minggu berikutnya, Puan Yoon datang semula ke jabatan kecemasan.
Mukanya pucat, bibirnya kebiruan.
“Dr… saya tak boleh tarik nafas dalam,” katanya perlahan, sambil menggenggam baju hospital.
Pemeriksaan segera menunjukkan air berkumpul di paru-paru kirinya (pleural effusion) — dan bukan sekali, tetapi berulang kali.
Kami telah keluarkan air tersebut beberapa kali,
namun ia datang semula dalam beberapa hari.
Dan kali ini, tambah berat — ada darah beku di saluran paru-parunya (pulmonary embolism).
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Saya tahu keadaan semakin genting.
Saya panggil suami dan anak-anaknya ke bilik perbincangan.
“Puan Yoon kini dalam keadaan kritikal,” saya terangkan perlahan.
“Susah nafasnya berlaku kerana paru-paru kiri dipenuhi air, dan juga kerana ada bekuan darah yang menghalang aliran udara. Kami sedang beri oksigen dan ubat cair darah, tapi tubuhnya lemah.”
Suaminya memandang lantai, menggenggam tangan anak sulungnya erat.
“Dr… ada harapan lagi tak?”
Saya menarik nafas panjang.
“Masih ada rawatan sokongan yang boleh kita teruskan — oksigen, ubat tahan sakit, prosedur untuk keluarkan air di paru-paru. Tapi kita juga perlu bersedia, kemungkinan keadaan akan menjadi lebih tenat.”
Air mata anak perempuannya mula mengalir.
“Saya tak sangka cepat macam ni, Dr. Dia nampak sihat dua bulan lepas.”
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Beberapa jam kemudian, Puan Yoon dipindahkan ke ICU.
Saya menatap wajahnya yang tenang di katil, dengan oksigen tinggi dan mesin memantau degupan jantungnya.
Dia membuka mata perlahan, memandang saya.
“Dr… saya takut.”
Saya menunduk sedikit, memegang tangannya erat.
“Tak apa Puan… saya dengan Puan. Kami akan buat yang terbaik.”
Dia tersenyum kecil.
“Kalau saya tak sempat, Dr… tolong cakap dengan anak-anak, saya sayang mereka.”
Saya tunduk, menahan sebak.
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Dalam rawatan pesakit kanser paru-paru tahap akhir, bukan sekadar ubat dan mesin yang penting — tetapi juga persediaan hati dan jiwa.
Ada masa, kita berjuang untuk sembuh.
Ada masa, kita berjuang untuk tenang.
Buat keluarga, saya selalu nasihatkan:
✅ Fahami penyakit dan perjalanan rawatan.
✅ Sentiasa ada di sisi pesakit — kehadiran anda lebih bermakna dari apa pun.
✅ Dan bila tiba waktunya, redhalah bahawa kasih sayang itu kekal — walau jasad pergi.
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Hari itu, saya keluar dari ICU dengan dada yang berat.
Dalam dunia perubatan, kita belajar tentang paru-paru, ubat, dan rawatan —
tapi pesakit seperti Puan Yoon mengajar saya sesuatu yang lebih besar:
Bahawa setiap nafas adalah anugerah,
dan setiap detik bersama insan tersayang adalah rawatan paling berharga.
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Pengajaran cerita:
Hargai kesihatan, jangan abaikan batuk atau sesak nafas yang berpanjangan.
Dan untuk pesakit kanser paru-paru, rawatan moden boleh memanjangkan usia dan memberi kualiti hidup —
tapi yang paling penting, jangan pernah hilang harapan dan kasih dalam perjuangan ini.
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Click link for clinic appt:
👉 https://encoremed.io/smcv /154
CT scan menunjukkan darah beku di salur darah di paru-paru
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“Doctor, why can’t I breathe again ?”
“Doctor… why am I having so much trouble breathing?”
Mrs. Yoon’s voice was soft, almost a whisper. Her thin shoulders rose and fell with every difficult breath.
I gently held her hand.
“Try to relax your breathing, Mrs. Yoon. I know… it feels heavy in your chest, doesn’t it?”
She nodded weakly, her eyes glistening. Beside her, her husband sat quietly — his face anxious, fighting back tears.
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Two years ago, Mrs. Yoon was diagnosed with advanced-stage lung cancer.
We started her on targeted therapy, a special treatment designed to attack cancer cells based on specific genetic mutations.
And back then, the medicine worked like a small miracle —
her cough improved, her appetite returned, her smile came back.
Every time she came for her follow-up, she would say with a bright smile,
“Doctor, I feel like I’ve been given a second chance at life. I just want to spend more time with my grandchildren.”
I would smile too, quietly thankful inside.
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But about a month ago, things began to change.
“Doctor, my cough is back. I’m getting more breathless,” she said.
Her repeat scan revealed what we had feared — the cancer had become active again, this time more aggressive.
It seemed that the cancer cells had mutated,
making the targeted therapy that once worked so well… no longer effective.
Worse still, the cancer had now spread to her bones, liver, and adrenal glands.
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A few weeks later, Mrs. Yoon returned to the emergency department.
Her face was pale, her lips slightly blue.
“Doctor… I can’t take a deep breath,” she whispered, gripping her hospital gown.
Immediate tests showed that fluid had built up in her left lung (pleural effusion) — and not for the first time, but repeatedly.
We had drained the fluid several times,
yet it kept returning within days.
This time, it was more severe — she also had a blood clot in her lung vessels (pulmonary embolism).
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I knew her condition was becoming critical.
I called her husband and children into the consultation room.
“Mrs. Yoon’s condition is very serious now,” I explained gently.
“Her breathlessness is caused by fluid around her left lung, and also by a blood clot blocking the blood flow in her lungs. We’re giving her oxygen and blood thinners, but her body is very weak.”
Her husband stared at the floor, holding his eldest child’s hand tightly.
“Doctor… is there still hope?”
I took a deep breath.
“There are supportive treatments we can continue — oxygen, pain control, and procedures to relieve the fluid. But we also need to prepare… that her condition may worsen.”
Her daughter’s tears began to fall.
“I didn’t think it would happen this fast, Doctor. She looked so well just two months ago.”
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A few hours later, Mrs. Yoon was transferred to the ICU.
I stood by her bedside, watching her rest with the oxygen mask and monitors beeping softly.
She slowly opened her eyes and looked at me.
“Doctor… I’m scared.”
I leaned closer, holding her hand tightly.
“It’s okay, Mrs. Yoon… I’m here. We’ll do our best for you.”
She gave a faint smile.
“If I don’t make it, Doctor… please tell my children I love them.”
I lowered my head, fighting back my own tears.
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In treating patients with advanced lung cancer, medicine and machines are important — but so is emotional and spiritual readiness.
Sometimes, we fight to heal.
And sometimes… we fight to find peace.
To families, I always say:
✅ Understand the illness and its journey.
✅ Be present — your presence means more than any medicine.
✅ And when the time comes, remember that love continues — even after the body is gone.
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That evening, I walked out of the ICU with a heavy heart.
In medicine, we learn about lungs, treatments, and procedures —
but patients like Mrs. Yoon teach us something deeper:
That every breath is a gift,
and every moment with our loved ones is the most powerful form of healing.
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Moral of the story:
Cherish your health. Don’t ignore a persistent cough or shortness of breath.
For lung cancer patients, modern treatments can prolong life and improve its quality —
but above all, never lose hope and love throughout the fight.
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Click link for clinic appointment:
👉 https://encoremed.io/smcv /154
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CT scan is showing features of pulmonary embolism