17/12/2025
Three years ago, I really couldn’t have made this video.
The woman I was needed everyone to like her… to approve of her.
She stayed articulate when she wanted to go quiet.
She stayed helpful when something in her needed to stop.
And somehow… she kept moving, even when her body had already started saying no.
I don’t live there anymore.
This video came from one of those nights a woman can’t rise from.
Nothing dramatic or broken.
Just a place where effort stops working.
And staying with it becomes the only honest response.
It was recorded slowly… without trying to be clear too quickly… and without pushing the moment to explain itself.
I stayed close to what was happening underneath the surface, where something in the body was already responding long before words showed up.
That’s the place I’m interested in now.
Where old ways loosen their grip… holding softens… and something more truthful finally has room to arrive. Hallelujah.
I’ve opened a warm hearth on YouTube for this kind of listening.
You can watch the full video here:
👉🏽https://youtu.be/lBPL7XEPWhE?si=Eaontafx5kO8zz6I
With love consciousness and care
Wen-Wei