06/07/2023
Discovering My Desires: Learning from Unhealthy Men Choices
We've all had those irresistible attractions that come with warning signs. The chemistry is undeniable, but the red flags are waving. As I reflect on my past, I realize I've steered clear of artists, seeking a stable man who can be a father figure for my daughter and financially carefree.
One particular artist captivated my heart. I was madly in love with him. I still remember that enchanting moment when our embrace felt like pure magic. Our first public kiss made me feel chosen, surrounded by admiration. It was as if the world had become a safe haven, with people seeing me and smiling.
Then I found myself dating a semi-celebrity. He was a talented actor and singer, appearing on TV and commanding attention. I admired him greatly, drawn to the very qualities that sparked such intense attraction. However, they didn't align with my values for a fulfilling relationship.
Now I wonder, should I continue attracting these men who show me what I truly want for myself? Perhaps my life needs to embrace artistry in some form, whether through a partner or by unleashing it within myself. I've made my decision: I am becoming the star of my own life.
Because we disown parts of ourselves, our subconscious suppresses our wants, needs and talents and it shows up in other people as chemistry, triggers and jealousy.
Once we recognize this, it is when we truly have free choice in what we want to attract and create a life of our dreams.
Alongside that, I will find a man who fulfills my core values of stability, support, and serenity. Together. And be the artistic expressive woman that I am