13/12/2025
Around Christmas time I will be releasing my revived winter spice topical balm..
With a an extra kick this will be a peppery spicey ginger warming blend
With the benefits of CBD, and winter green
(Think deep heat.. yummm)
But also the protection of sage and mugwort,
to seal your true authentic light energy and repel the inappropriate energies of others as well as your own.
This is not denying pushing down or abandoning your shadow, being all "love and light high vibe" bu****it .. because there is a place but if we love and light constantly,
your shadows are going to come out in other ways, or burst forth when you are triggered, vulnerable or have been enabling and tolerating your own toxic coping mechanisms,
Or those of others.
And you snap ..and the putrid vitriol from your bowels and liver and guts spews forth,
hurting or overwhelming other people,
Usually those we love,
Or cohabitate with.
If you have ever done this, or had it happen to you you know the shocking experience it can be, and it can be scary, and you can feel distraught, shameful, confused and very vulnerable afterwards ..
Don't over identify with the words or the energy that came with them..
Its often old stuff triggered - the straw that broke the camels back.
Or shaming, be authentically you and witness what comes up for you...
But the key takeaway is to downgrade the frequency and strength of these occurrences.
Noticing patterns, because underneath anger is pain, shame, fear, embarrassment, abandonment, and other things..
Anger is not isolated
Anger is the Wairua/Tinana/Hinengaro
Screaming to be heard and
have balance and peace.
So.. it's not JUST a sore muscle balm
It is infused with the remedy of anger, empathy and understanding . .
You are allowed your anger, you have every right to feel righteous anger,
It is SACRED as f**k.
Just don't hold onto it, it is a gift of a mirror,
You wouldn't stand in front of a mirrir for a decade would you?
No. You check your reflection, and move on.
feel it, let it pass through, find safe ways of getting it out physically,
And writing, talking, painting or gardening it out mentally .. whichever tool fits you..
Honour your anger for reminding you that even when you forget to honour your boundaries and sovereignty
Your anger is always waiting to show you.
So observe, some people don't know what their morals and values are..
But you do.
Wherever you get passionate,
Wherever you speak up, whoever you support, The facets of life where you are brave and support and defend others in your life.
Anger is all the dutch courage you need to start making positive change,
In your life the micro, and in the world the macro..
Don't think that the things you stand for don't echo outside of you, your home and family and into the slipstream of consciousness..
Don't think they don't count, or won't make a difference,
Because they do.
One of The biggest lies that we've been told and we tell ourselves is that we can't change the world..
Because we can't influence,
Because we don't have the resources,
Because we can't get a meeting with Presidents or
Because we are not politicians or lobbyists
Because we are not million
Or billionaires.
Yeah well, I say f**k that!
I don't subscribe and id rather be authentic and
p**s people off or confuse them
Rather than accept this pitiful narrative !!
Human behaviour and action HAS been influencing the world this far..
And look at the state of this whare?
Begin to change the world today,
Greet your anger, name it, honour it,
Give it a task..
And FYI
Presidents Politicians have no real power, they are puppets - a mouth peace with a portfolio of departments or countries affairs that
they want, or have been assigned, not necessarily something they are qualified, passionate about.
Not because they can improve the system
So they can drain it, reverse our progress, make a tidy living, argue with other idiots and gloat to reporters and journalists about parliamentary squabbles.
Remember JFK trying to make change?
Yeah.
Banking families (Old money), "royalty", secret service agencies within agencies, "celebrities" lobbyists, gangs/cartel/triad,/police have their own convoluted messy relationships and you'd be surprised who's doing backroom deals.
We can't change those patterns and systems or break them or fight them attack them..
Directly.
But indirectly we can.
This isn't a tangent,
Because it ties back to anger
What has been happening in our legislation lately?
And the genocide (not war) that continues
And the litany of NZ news reports
Showing how many people have been dishonest and greedy in charities, agencies and are all getting caught now.
Ripping off the vulnerable, the elderly, the legal aid claimants, ACC claimants, charities devised to help feed clothes house and provide support to our rapidly growing homeless and rough sleepers population ....
Pi**ed yet?
I hope so.
Otherwise you are desensitized or focused too much on what. Only affects you directly..
Be a whistle blower, be an advocate
Advocate for your life ..
And get ready to gallop because Feb 4 heralds in the year of the fire horse..
And boy do we ride.
We were born for this...
It's going to be interesting.
So "tidy your houses", which is ancient speak
for getting your affairs in order.
(settle your debts, dump that toxic 'friend' frenemy or romantic encounter, quarrels, tidy up loose ends, clean out your email of social media, or just the linen cupboard,)
make your plan and grab all of your tools to
keep calm despite the perceived worldly chaos..
Focus on your nest, and your people.
We still about 6weeks left of the year of the Snake ...
Still time to shake off that old skin as we shift energetically back to number 1 universal numerology energy ...
