04/12/2025
“It is 9am and already a super-efficient day. A friend/client (bit of both) rang a few minutes ago and opened the conversation by asking how I was. I told him, much to his discombobulation. He did not get the usual, “I’m fine” he got truth, causing him to wonder if he should present his problem.
His concern was about a tooth with problems. “When I meditate one tooth gets very painful, why.” Good question.
During meditation the nervous system goes into ‘a state of exposure’, because the body’s main identity is off doing something else. In effect the creative bit, the mind, having exited the body and left the ‘child’ (body) without a babysitter, the tooth’s nerves get to yell with no interference, and not surprisingly sometimes we get called back from our zap around the Universe to ‘listen’.
We cover up, ignore, and/or generally supress the body’s messages, which is often, “Hey you, we have a problem.” ‘We’ are either not interested because we have an appointment, or something we want to do, so put off engaging fully with the body’s yelling. Or the dental appointment has been made and we must wait for it to come around, so we accept the pain creating a suppression effect, survival reaction. Trouble occurs when we accept pain or discomfort long term without making the ‘appointment’.
The body keeps trying to communicate, but the brain/mind does an ‘over-ride’, deciding it is manageable for the time being, or we tell ourselves it is normal for bodies to be uncomfortable, or just unimportant. The result is loss of connection to our body and health suffers. Bodies are not wimps they are part of the senses broadcast system. Pays to listen. Use or lose.
I flung open all the doors and windows today expecting hot weather only to find it remained cool. I closed all the doors and most windows, and consulted the internet weather report, only to be told what I already knew … it was cool. It is official then, I can be cool knowing I am not odd, nor out of step with everyone/thing else. Confirmation. What did we do before internet? Perhaps we made our own decision about the weather … “Hey it is cool today.”
The day is betting older and I am still being truthful. I look at the diary … who else will be in contact today? Ah someone at 1pm. I have three hours to reform.
A client broke up with her lover because he was a ‘dickhead’ (her description) and married. But she had difficulty accepting the status, cos’ he was an other-life reconnection. The ‘what ifs’ started, on both sides, with social media posts being examined for clues to the others emotional state. “Does he think of me.” (Posts indicated he was.) Friends on both sides were involved with the ‘Likes’ etc. Then he posted a picture of himself in a suit, a power picture, so she responded in kind, only it was of her fully naked; a dark silhouette leaning languidly, provocatively, in a doorway, tasteful. Effectively she had raised one finger. I decided I was not needed, she had it sorted, … sort of.
Jessie has wandered in wondering why the fire was not on – “It is cool”, I say. Her body spots are obvious now as her winter coat is almost fully shed. I tell her she is beautiful, she scrunches eyes and departs, things to do.
The following day I had a rebellion moment after lunch and stopped ‘doing stuff’, which spread until the afternoon was gone. Felt okay – when selective with feelings.
The day after was swimming, and catching up on the previous day’s chores! It is all Earth Stress … and in trying to avoid the weirdness I was in danger of adding to it.
Text messages continue to wing their way from parts of NZ, most regarding auric attachments … nasty etheric bugs. A Sensitive with attachment having a melt-down in a Hospital; his dad texts. A few people concerned with their weirdness and thereby their future; they feel something is compromised, but cannot put their finger on cause. Advice: own your weirdness – usually sign of abrupt change, a new normality will settle in. ‘Far Memory’ is normal these days, part of the senses accelerating a little, assimilation is usually around the corner.
Admittedly dangerous people do inhabit eras, e.g. Hippies, The Beatles, then Lycra – all adult concerns in 1960s/70s. Men wore their shirts unbuttoned to within two buttons from the waist showing bare chests with ‘danglers’ (medallions on shiny chains). Fear of nuclear anything was rife; youth did not trust adults to run the world, and said so, via loud unmusical music; a drum kit, a guitar backing you – fame could beckon!
Worries did not dissipate, creating a mushroom cloud of disaffection with leadership … ourselves. Currently we still enable the nasties, whomever, wherever – traditional behaviour. Bloomin’ heck where is the chocolate?”
Linda
Cori Lee Marvin - Singers, 2013.