26/11/2025
"People always assume working in ED is overwhelming, but it’s the opposite for me. Chaos is my happy place. When it’s busy, I slow right down… I focus. It’s the quiet days that make me uncomfortable.
I’ve had 13 different careers since leaving school. I’ve been a mechanic, a roofer, a teacher, a fencer - I’ve even trained as a skydiving instructor. Looking back, it was in a cycle of really leaning into a job, then getting bored or burnt out and moving on. The funny thing is, all the careers I jumped between have shaped the way I care for patients. Every job taught me something different about people. Tradies, farmers, teachers, adrenaline junkies - I’ve worked alongside all of them. I know how they think, how they talk, how they behave under pressure. Everything I’ve done funnels into this role now… problem-solving, hands-on work, understanding people, teaching… it’s all useful here.
When I walked into ED, something just clicked. You need to know a bit of everything and make decisions quickly. You don’t get long with people - you need to connect and assess within minutes. You also move between emotional extremes. One room might be a miscarriage… the next is someone becoming palliative… then someone yelling because they’ve waited too long… then a trauma. You have to compartmentalise every single shift. It’s confronting, but I’ve realised it suits the way my brain works.
After work, that emotional weight has to go somewhere. We all shut it off here because we have to, but you can’t keep it shut forever. I go home and do the things I can control - rebuild a car, help mates with their renos… little therapy projects. If I’m not looking after myself, I can’t look after others.
Thirteen careers later and I finally know where I fit. None of them were wrong turns… just learning curves."
Mike Packman, Registered Nurse, Emergency Department