21/01/2026
People come to me with all sorts of issues in their bodies: pain, tension, recurring injuries, things that no one seems to have clear answers for.
They’ve often been to doctors, physios, specialists. They’ve had scans, tests, diagnoses, and yet something still isn’t resolving.
And the truth is… I’m not being fully honest about how I could help.
Because this is exactly what I do in my intuitive energy healing work.
I’ve been working with Theta Healing for years. I’m actually qualified to teach it. I can read the body, see emotions, beliefs and trauma stored there, and gently guide people to release, heal and integrate what’s underneath the physical symptoms.
A lot of my intuitive healing sessions end up focused on the body, sore backs, hips, shoulders, chronic tension, and very often the pain shifts or disappears by the end of the session.
This work feels natural to me. It’s not something I have to force. It’s something I perceive, feel and translate. It’s how I understand people. It’s my autistic gift of pattern recognition.
But I don’t bring any of this into my strength work.
I don’t talk about it in classes. I don’t offer to scan people energetically. I don’t share what I see, even when I sense something important.
And this is because I’m afraid of crossing a line. Afraid of being seen as invasive, ungrounded, or “too much”. Afraid of seeming weird or silly. I’m afraid of alienating my current clients, because they all came to me after I split myself in two. After I separated my intuitive side from my physical side.
And that split really happened during Covid.
Watching so many people in spiritual and healing spaces, so many of my peers, get pulled into conspiracy theories made me want to distance myself from that whole identity. It wasn’t subtle stuff, it was everywhere. I was hearing things like that everyone who got the vaccine would be dead in two years, that 5G towers were activating something in our DNA, that governments were poisoning us on purpose, that we were shifting into the 5D and only the “awake” would make it through.
It all felt incredibly fear based and ungrounded. And what scared me wasn’t just the ideas, it was how willing people were to believe anything they heard. People were so afraid that they lost their sense of discernment. So much panic was running through those spaces.
I didn’t want to be associated with any of that. Fear dressed up as spirituality didn’t feel right to me. I actually went through a real crisis of identity, feeling alienated from spaces that had once felt like home. Feeling like people I once respected had lost their minds.
I wanted to be solid. Regulated. I wanted to be a voice of reason. I wanted to anchor myself in the body, not in collective panic. So I leaned hard into science, biomechanics and the nervous system. I chose to focus on the things that felt the most grounded.
I split myself in two.
The grounded, embodied self (who later became a personal trainer) on one side.
The intuitive healer on the other.
And I shut down my intuitive side, kept it very quiet. I actually stopped doing my healing work for a while. I didn’t put it out there, didn’t talk about it. I would only do healing sessions if people actively sought me out.
But intuitive healing is my soul work. As much as I try to hide from it, it keeps calling me back.
In my classes, people feel better in their bodies, stronger, more energised, more capable. Transformation happens, but it’s slow. It takes weeks or months (that’s why I go on and on about consistency).
After an intuitive session though, people soften. Their eyes light up. Their faces change. They glow. The energy in the room even changes. Often people cry because I articulate something they’ve always felt but never been able to put into words. The transformation is instant and profound.
Those moments remind me who I actually am and why I’m here.
And lately I’ve been feeling the cost of hiding that part of me.
I don’t want to pretend I only have half of what I actually bring.
Being half of myself isn’t going to make me successful. It’s only going to make me tired.
I want to find a way to be grounded and intuitive.
Scientific and guided by my soul.
Respectful of boundaries and honest about my gifts.
Embodied and spiritual.
Discerning and open.
I don’t know exactly how I’m going to do this yet. I honestly thought it would come more naturally. I thought it would evolve gradually without the need for any announcement.
But that hasn’t happened.
So, I think the first step is just to stop pretending this part of me doesn’t exist and to start talking more about it.
