15/10/2022
The journey
I remember myself growing up as a spiritual child in Eastern Europe.
It was though, maybe the hardest. I had strong spiritual connections to the spirit world, lots of gifts were wild open within me but as a HD projector child in a non spiritual environment,
I was never been seen or heard, neither recognized for my abilities.
No one really knew what I am talking about when I express what I can see or hear from the other worlds…I was alone, feeling outcasted, weird, I question my sanity many times and also if I should be alive or no.
I did my best from a very early age to learn different modalities along the way to support who I am, breathwork, yoga, meditation, numerology, occultism, religions and mythologies, you name it. More I remembered, more I fall out of “normal” of society.
When I started my new life alone in my early twenties fully broken and disappointed of this life, I did my best to be like others.
Stopped all my practices, my beliefs, my gifts….I locked them inside in the box.
i drunk, I smoked, I went out most of the time. Fall into the cycle of working 3 jobs and nightlife’s. I become someone who never sleep, rest, eat healthy. Just a “fabulous” girl is living a big city life.
I was numb, floating in a grey cloud.
I knew I can’t continue it anymore when I fall into deep depression, loneliness and face the truth through the lenses of Vitiligo and cervical cancer that my body and soul can’t keep up anymore with my fake self.
I made a change, I risked something “secure” but I trusted my intuition that I need to leave and start over.
I stared to open that box what I locked long time ago and in a past 10 years
I am slowly returning home again.
I am walking my destiny,
Becoming the true version of myself.
I know I no longer need to prove
Because who needs me
Will recognize me.
I love me
And I love the little child in me.
We are walking a non liner healing path
Of the past, present and future…together.
Do you hear your soul, your ancestors are calling? What does she/they say’s?
We are entering a powerful portal
Of initiations. What life is trying to initiate you?
