19/02/2026
Hi everyone. First, I want to apologize for disappointing you. As you can see, I can't handle everything at once. I need to focus on my college and I can't handle you all na po. :<
School is a public setting, unlike before when I was isolated, I encounter a lot of people na, and my energy is at risk. Mabilis na akong ma-drain, mabilis na akong maubos + pressure sa school works + pressure ng mga clients na nagmamadali and nagpe-pressure sa akin.
Honestly, nawalan na rin ako ng gana. Not because I'm not taking this seriously, but because I don't feel appreciated anymore. I feel like most of you guys are perceiving me as "someone na bayad naman, so do your work"... which is totoo naman. Pero siguro, hinahanap ko yung healthy community ko noon and alam niyo 'yan. Ewan ko kung anong nangyari, but this page was too exposed na to toxic and non-aligned clients. Maybe it's my fault, or maybe may purpose lang talaga.
Maybe hindi na ako aligned sa inyo or sa kung sino ang nandito sa page na 'to. I'm still grateful for everything, though. Thank you dahil nagtiwala kayo sa akin. Alam kong I helped a lot naman na. Despite my age, I'm just 23 and Iโve handled almost thousands of clients already who are older than me. I've heard a lot of stories, problems, and battles.
Of course, it's been 5 years. I've been doing this for 5 years now. Sa loob ng 5 years, umikot ang mundo ko sa inyo at sa journey ko in spirituality.
Right now, ako naman ang may kailangan ng tulong. Ako naman ang may kailangan sa sarili ko. This time, ako muna. Ako muna ang i-guide ko, ako muna ang i-help ko, ako muna ang iaangat ko, at ako muna ang mag-mamanifest ng life na gusto ko para sa sarili ko...
MGA REMINDERS ABOUT MY OWN TRUTH NA I WANT TO SHARE BEFORE I LEAVE YOU:
Never get stuck in spirituality. Never get stuck in tarot readings. Live your life. Live in reality. Tulad ng lagi kong sinasabi, don't focus too much sa future and stay in the present moment. (You know naman na I always focus sa present when I guide you, 'di ba?) Kaya sana, if hahanap kayo ng bagong tarot reader, sana ganito rin.
Find a healthy tarot reader. I hope you can find a reader who has an empathetic soul and is not just in it for the money. I trust you all sa intuition niyo. Pakiramdaman nang mabuti if ang reader ay tinutulungan talaga kayo o ginagatasan lang kayo ng pera.
Please only do tarot readings once or twice A MONTH to avoid dependency. Tarot reading is guidance; you decide your fate pa rin.
Avoid ego spirituality. Not because you're learning spirituality especially about energy, protection, and stuff, ay titingala ka na masyado sa sarili mo. Huwag masyadong mataas ang tingin sa sarili. "Ego spirituality" describes people na masyadong guarded, people who think na mas lamang sila kasi may alam sila na 'di alam ng iba, people who always wish for someone's karma kasi tingin nila empowered sila, or people who think na sa kanila lang pabor ang Creator natin. HAVE SELF-AWARENESS. It could lead to spiritual bypassing, too.
SPIRITUAL BYPASSING is when you think spirituality helps you grow, but it doesnโt. Ito ay kapag ang ego spirituality mo ay na-stuck ka sa thinking na empowered ka, knowledgeable ka, protected ka, etc., to the point na you don't know how to connect with other people anymore. You don't know how to belong to society and binabalewala mo na ang totoo mong nararamdaman dahil lang ginagawa mong shield ang pagiging "spiritual, malakas, at unbothered."
Choose the right practitioner. Do some research or pakiramdaman nang mabuti. You can still ask me some things about it. Just be careful, okay? ๐คง Dito talaga ako nag-aalala sa inyo. Basta, don't be impulsive, please lang.
In short: BE PRESENT and don't depend too much on readings and spiritual practices. You're a human being; balance your spirituality with your physical living.
FYI:
I will be having a NEW PAGE in JUNE. But it will be a secret. If you find my new page, it only means na aligned talaga kayo sa akin. So, good luck! Though I know some of you specifically na aligned talaga sa akin. I just want to have a new beginning.
(Hindi na ba talaga ako mag-re-read?)
I will still do readings. May mga pwede akong i-consider minsan if kaya ko, but no schedule na talaga. Sobrang minsan lang talaga, kunwari, limang tao lang monthly, ganoon.
Don't worry po, I still know my purpose. Ang tinatahak ko naman ay related pa rin sa soul purpose ko; mas need nga lang talaga siyang unahin. Syempre nakakadismaya. This is not the first time na nagpaalam ako sa inyo, kaso 'di talaga kaya po.
Hanggang dito na lang, Sunnies. Mamimiss ko kayo. ๐คง
My book is still available if you want beginner guidance in spirituality. Thank you in advance if you avail; it will help me financially sa school ko.
That's all everyone, thank you once again.. :<
This page will be deactivated soon.
