MAH PENS

25/07/2024

When the time that you lost your self confidence the Lord your God will cheer you up.

God: Stay with me my child and you will regain your confidence.

25/07/2024

24/07/2024

God really knew that I am lonely
Health lecture today covers the Growing Relationship with God and men.
- Even if you are surrounded with people you will still feel lonely
- Even if you will occupy yourself with a lot of works , get your self busy and get tired still have some room to feel lonely.

I feel so lonely over the past weeks maybe because I feel almost empty. A friend left and the other friend got always busy and missed to keep in touched. And maybe my cortisol level was very low that made me feel so down and low self esteem or even sad.

Awhile ago I just whispered, Lord I don't know how to pray. Many times this week you woke me up early in the morning, I did woke up but I always go back to sleep.

Now I realized that Jesus is making a time for us to have a talk,

I don't know how to pray, that's why Jesus (My Partner) is setting up a time for me to get started talking to Him. Jesus: You don't have to pray just talk to me. 😊

But still I did not start talking to Him until , I read this ..

"But the more I prayed, the more I LEARNED how to PRAY. The longer I prayed, the more time I spent with my Lord. The more time I spent with Him the more I began to know Him. And the more I began to know Him, the more I began to trust Him again." - Pavel Goia

Prayer is not about getting answers or help but about getting God.

I lost my trust in Him that He could not forgive me, I have been experiencing coming unto Him and leaving Him again and again. But He is so gentle and faithful to me,. Siya na nag adjust para sa Ako, 😁 I'm so sorry , please forgive I am coming back again.

So happy got the time to read the book,.