24/12/2025
On these days or remembering the returning light -
Which is to me in essence what Crist-Mass is about.
I celebrate also the darkness.
And give thanks to many of my teachers that guided me to engage, be curious towards - and welcome the unknown.
In myself, in life.
Both dark and light ,Ying and Yang together bring wholeness.
I give thanks to how alive it feels... this joy of fully surrendering to the moment while encouraged in his retreat that we express our shadows by playfully exploring them.
One moment I was crying feeling ashamed telling what was scary for me, the next moment I could face a shadow played out by someone in the group. And with that realisation of looking someone in the eye, being truthfully there, FULLY messy, scared and alive the shadow became an ally.
To this day I am glad for this co-empowered change, by the willingness to be vulnerable ble to face fear.
And I still do in many other moments in my present life.
Thank you teachers of life, that we share ourselves, mirror these parts in us with curiousity and bravery.
Thank you for encouraging courageousness 🙏
