03/08/2026
"I hate war. I hate it without knowing how to end it. Hate is said to serve no purpose. Like anger, it eats away at the one who holds it, but I know a secret. Hate is the single-syllable word I use for the life force that rages through every pore of my skin. What if I let this force burst through my edges like water moving so fast that it remakes the landscape of the world in an instant? I am too small to hold so much change but I can imagine it. I can imagine being so large that this life of mine could change the world. And for good." April Kaiserlian
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My words were inspired by an interview with Reza Sayah - a journalist and former CNN correspondent living in Tehran, Iran. His interview was posted on March 5, 2026. His words are below. His voice choked up when he said, "I want to hold her..."
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"I'll explain it by saying that it's awful. It's awful and I hate it. I hate it. I hate war, and I - and I wish somehow this would end. And I have to think there has to be a way to make it end because people are suffering. And in the view of many they're suffering unnecessarily. I've seen some terrible things - airstrikes every day - that familiar sound of a jet flying over and seconds later you hear a large explosion in the plumes of smoke. I live here. I have a seven-year-old daughter and the day where the initial strike happened that hit the supreme leader she was with me and I heard this earth shaking boom and I knew what it was and I put her in my car and I raced to the northern part of the town. She's away from Tehran now. She's along the Caspian Sea with her mother where she's safe, but I miss her very much. I want to hold her and she's safe but many other people are not."
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