Intentional Holistic Healing

01/01/2026

When I say I have Worked MY A$$ OFF in 2025!!! 😭🙌

5YRS of HUSTLING before I Even Made a Profit-

BUT in 2025 (Thanks To YOU!!!) my Sales Increased 110%!!!!!!!!! 🥹⛓️‍💥🤌

Every Single Time I've wanted to throw the towel in in the past 5yrs, I would receive a message of support, a review, a check in, a new client-something that would Remind Me this is Hard for a Reason, Keep GOING!!!

For Every Single Person who Invested in my Virtual Workshops this past Year, Invested in Massage, Bought my Tinctures & Body products, who Supported me financially, PrayerFully, Emotionally -

I am in the Business of Breaking CHAINS and to say that This Proof of my Hard Work Paying Off makes my Heart Expand to Epic Proportions-it's an Understatement.

I did Not hit the 'goal' I had set for December - I actually lost about $2k bcz of sickness & having to reschedule. But Honestly I was So weary from this year I couldn't even get worked up over it-bcz this Graph is Proof Enough that Facing my Fears & just doing The Next Right Thing Pays OFF!

*I have Capricorn in 9th/10th H (Beliefs, Expansion, Liberation, LEGACY) - ruled by Saturn, the Lord of Difficult Karmic experiences and Boundaries, This is where we are required to trudge up the mountainside in our charts & in Life. It's where we Have to Keep doing the Work (& doing it with Integrity!!!)

I had wanted to do workshops for a while, but I was too scared and I was letting the narratives take over. But after the hurricanes those workshops Saved me Financially & Emotionally - being able to hold space for other women and introduce this information about archetypes, emotional alchemy, astrological evolution - it Showed Me that I Could Do This!!!

And I created new seasonal treatments for massage which took off. I did So Many vending events, which I Absolutely LOVE! I said Yes to a 'weekly chair massage' position with my Incredible friend Wellness Warriors & Wisdom and That turned into a Year round position, with clients that are So Happy to see us each week, who bring our Hearts So Much Joy!

I created new herbal tinctures & received Mind Blowing feedback about How they are supporting women in their journey.

I invested in my Own Dark Goddess deep dive, which turned into an opportunity to do a podcast that has Truly felt like it was 30Yrs in the making. We explored the parallels between Aileen Wuornos (America's First Female Serial Killer) and Medusa - how the archetype of the Survivor/Guardian shows up in women's lives, how survivors are deemed 'Monsters' when they fight back, & how Telling our stories (& those of people who have passed) Is the Medicine this world needs-it Truly brings Justice to All who have suffered. It allowed me to bridge the gap between my previous education in forensics & my current work with Embodied Healing & Self Advocacy for the Divine Feminine.

It's not really about the profit though - I mean, I have BILLS to pay, but what's Important to me is Making an Impact. I Have to Do Soul Aligned work-I will Wither away if I'm not helping people.

It's about Providing a therapeutic space where women can receive the nurturing touch they've missed out on-the Touch that Allows them to dissolve the walls, release the floodgates, and Let Go of Everything they've been carrying, and Retrain their Brain/Body to Understand and Advocate for their Worth.

It's about Providing Nourishment from Mother Earth, establishing a respectful relationship between nature & Body, helping others Understand the Magical Potency of Plants - so That they don't fall Victim to the Lies, Greed, & Black Magic of Big pHARMa.

It's about Restoring your Faith after cycles of Adversity - showing you through your astrological blueprint that these Wounds Are where the Light gets in, that the Pain can be used to Serve others with Deep Purpose, that our Unique Magic alone can Change this World when we Focus on our Own Healing & Soul work.

It's about shocking you into awareness that So Many of the foundations & Narratives you have built for yourself have come from Conditioned Survival mode, are Based in Lies you couldn't avoid bcz you didn't know how to Discern, confronting you on how you're not Trusting & Honoring your Intuition, bcz you haven't Believed that you Deserve More.

I'm here to ROCK ALL OF THAT, to Lead through a Reckoning, to help You Establish rapport between Body, Mind, Spirit so You can Finally Use the Voice you've been stuffing down.

This 'work' is the Privilege of my Life & if you have helped me, supported me, Invested in me-know that YOU are part of My Healing and I Thank You SO MUCH!!! 😭🙌😭🙌😭
Stephanie
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01/01/2026

Happy January 1, 2026!!! This video makes me cry every time I watch it, bcz it Truly feels like the past 15YRS of Spiritual work was readying me for 2026.

What story are You writing for Yourself this year?
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12/31/2025

Mothering Wounds & Self Abandonment 💓✨

With the upcoming Full Moon in Cancer on 1/3, there is an Emphasis around acknowledging our mothering & nurturing energies, the ways we attempt to control through self-sacrifice, & the necessity of outgrowing old shells.

As a Cancer Sun, *with this Full Moon hitting Both my North Node (Karmic Purpose) & Sun (Identity) I'm Reflecting on How I've learned to Mother myself (Despite not having adequate representation).

My friend and I were chatting about the ways in which we self-abandon our Own Nurturing, putting Others before Self, Knowing it holds us back from our Own Advancement, and how those patterns stem from Mothers who abandon us.

If you have a mother/caretaker who didn't know how to speak up, who enabled you by their inability to say no, who didn't have strong boundaries (therefore sacrificing you as prey to predators) You Likely Abandon Yourself.

This Self Abandonment can represent as people pleasing, constantly putting others ahead of yourself (self-sacrificing/martyrdom), saying Yes when your Body Means No, Pushing past Other women's boundaries, labeling others as 'mean' for holding their lines, & so much more.

When our Own Dreams, our Own Evolution, our own Health is stagnated because we constantly run away from our Own needs-it calls for Deep Love, Grace, & a No-Nonsense approach to Self.

But, if you haven't had a mom to Mother you effectively (with Fierce Love, boundaries, assertiveness, nurturing) that can Feel icky, mean, deeply uncomfortable. You may view women with strong boundaries as 'too much' or as a B*+ch.

And our Society Perpetuates these labels/myths, that 'Truth is Mean' (by perpetuating the idea that it's 'nice' to hold your tongue versus Learning how to be Kind AND Honest). Our Culture rewards deceit, by showing the backlash & canceling that occurs when people Do tell the truth.

So Much of learning how to Self-Advocate is acknowledging that your Voice matters-& if you grew up learning that it didn't, if you've experienced Loss/S❌Trauma, you're going to Have to Commit Extra time to Not Abandoning yourself, to sitting with yourself to Understand your needs, to Listen & Discern what is Your Voice (& what are $hitty narratives you were conditioned with).

Sitting with the Uncomfortable Feelings Instead of eating/drinking/numbing/buying/Escaping really Is part of the Healing process.

If you want to Own your Big Girl Voice, you have Heal your inner child-You have to show her You Won't Abandon her, even when it's scary, Even When your body is Trembling, Even when you Know you'll lose someone for Speaking Truth.

Because this can feel debilitating, it's Important that you be incorporating bodywork, herbal allies, & astrological consultation to enhance your strengths So you can push Through the Difficulty.

The Only way to Heal these wounds around our Worth, around our Bodies, around our Voice IS To Retrain our Brain/Body to Speak Up, which Means Not Running away in the Difficult conversations that arise. 💓

If you need Help learning how to do this, you can schedule a massage Or an astrology reading with me!
Stephanie

12/30/2025

"It's Not Your Problem" -

She stared me down and I was Wide eyed & confused, as if I'd Never heard this concept before...

In truth, I guess I had not....

It felt... Confusing. Icky. MEAN. It felt Wrong...

In 2018 I worked front desk at a brain injury clinic-I heard Countless horror stories of what people were navigating (Not only with their injury but the Insane Hoops they were having to jump through with criminal insurance companies). It Broke my Heart every Day to hear their stories-& at some point, I got reprimanded bcz I was spending too much time on the phone listening to their stories... It felt Gross to cut people off. Maybe I was the Only one listening. It didn't seem like Anyone was helping and the least I could do was give them my compassion.

Now after having a business for 5yrs and Learning Intimately what it means to Have to Keep Boundaries (bcz when you don't, it costs you Time, Money, Sanity, Health, Reputation), I Understand that my bosses wife wasn't trying to be mean when she told me I Needed to Learn that "their problems aren't our problems."

If people Want to, they will find a way-if they don't, they Will find an Excuse.

And as someone who has always maintained a 'growth mindset' but Often attracted 'victim mentality' people (bcz that's what I grew up around, that's what I Knew was Care Taking & Trying to Get Others to See the Possibilities), I can see pretty quickly these days Who Actually wants to move Forward and who Wants attention through complaining, which Alleviates them from Actually doing the work of moving forward.

One of the Hardest Lessons I faced this year was My own Response to people's suffering and Choosing to take on Their Choices, making it about me-when in actuality it had Nothing to do with me. My friend emailed me tincture reviews an Hour before she left this world. I had expressed Deep Love for my brother in law who was struggling Immensely & I Begged him to stay in this world. On Both accounts, my immediate response was to Blame Myself, as If I could have changed their mind...

And then my Higher Self was like.... absolutely NOT. We are NOT doing this Again or Any More. And I sat with ALL the ways I make someone else's shortcomings, mistakes, choices My Fault. As an eldest sibling growing up in a household with substance abuse/neglect/sXtrauma, it's not uncommon for the 'eldest daughter' to take herself to task for Everything.

I also had to face how I do this in Business - overstepping my own boundaries & giving More time in readings/Clarity calls, spending time caretaking clients through messenger/txt that haven't properly compensated me, responding endless to messages from people who have No Intention in Investing, having to follow up on invoices that have a Clear due date, accommodating clients that have Missed their appointment time "bcz they were so busy" ....

I'm So Busy Too-& My Time Is Valuable.

And in 2026, this motto "It's Not My Problem" is going to become more commonplace.

It is 1,000% my responsibility to give you the Best Massage experience you've ever had.

It is 1,000% my responsibility to make sure that you understand your herbal nourishment.

It is 1,000% my Responsibility to support you through Voxer *when You Invest in it.*

It is 1,000% my Responsibility to Initiate you into your Soul Evolution through the Most In-Depth Divine Feminine Astrology reading you've Ever had.

It is 1,000% my responsibility to Ensure adequate space is held in workshops, that you Understand the content, and that you Understand how to Integrate All of this into your life. I Am Always open to feedback on how to Better Serve you So that you can Thrive with these tools.

But it is Not my responsibility to listen to excuses as to why you missed an appointment, why you don't have time to do the work, why you can't afford it, why you're struggling but refuse to invest in yourself, Etc Etc

Grief/sXtrauma/Loss can All Impeded our Ability to Set strict boundaries in our Lives-& it can make Others' boundaries Seem 'mean' - but when you Truly commit to Alchemizing the wounds of the past, you will Understand how Necessary and Kind boundaries are, how they allow us to Thrive!

With Saturn and Neptune at end stages of Pisces, we are being given Ample opportunity to See through the fog of 'boundaryLessNess' and understand where our Bleeding Hearts are causing us to 'Bleed Out' Unnecessarily. We are being asked to Reflect on How lack of Structure, Unwillingness to Learn Difficult Lessons, and Choosing to Delve into DELUSIONS has Stagnated our Own Capacity to Flow Forward.

Normalize taking Accountability for your Own $hit, bcz if you Ever work with me-You Will be Forced to see where you aren't being accountable to Yourself, and your worries over everyone else are only excuses holding YOU back. My 'job' is to point out Truths that you've been blind to or unwilling to hear-bcz Only when we are willing to see where we hold ourselves Captive will we Decide to Unlock the prison we reside in.

If you Struggle with boundaries, with Investing in yourself, with being able to Discern what is Real & True for You, Massage/Herbal Nourishment/Divine Feminine Astrology can ALL Enhance your Embodied Intuition and Ability to Advocate for Your Needs-All you have to do is schedule with me to start working through these issues.

And take this Mantra into 2026-bcz you Deserve to carry Less of Others Choices so you can Focus on your Own Growth and Advancement! 🎇🔥😘

12/29/2025

*Trigger Warning* ⚠️ $uicide/Graphic Images/MVA

I want you to Understand Why I choose to do this work-not Just the work of Healing Touch, Herbal Nourishment, & Astrological Evolution -

But the 'work' of Calling out Hypocrisy & Deceit, the work of Riteous Rage, of Discernment, of True social Justice, of Advocacy and Speaking Truth against mainstream Ideologies that Kill.

I didn't 'choose' shadow work & holistic healing of trauma bcz it became popular - I ran from it for Years, but it kept chasing me down. My brother's death was the beginning of my midlife transits, where Pluto Squares Pluto (& for me, I now know it was a complete STORM of Massive Squares).

8yrs ago, I received a call that Shattered my Soul. My younger brother was killed in a Horrific MVA. He hit a dump truck full of 50,000lbs of rock salt - Head On.

I feel like I have Lived through 100 lifetimes since that call-it was the Catalyst to my Own Spiritual Evolution and the Reason I started Intentional Holistic Healing .

My brother and I had a Tumultuous relationship & his death Unlocked a Cascade of Guilt, Shame, Regret, & the Darkest experiences of Grief, for Years. Though I Doubt anyone noticed "bcz I'm So Strong" I Battled Intense mental health instability in those first few years, oscillating between Heavy alcohol abuse & Forcing myself to be responsible for others.

I was working as a nanny, navigating deep inner child work, while also volunteering as a court appointed child advocate for abused/neglected children - both of which required me to face Many personal demons that I had tried to drown out through substance abuse.

I landed a job at a brain center, which forced me to clean up my act. In my time there, I began to understand how childhood trauma impacts brain development, as well as the long term impact of brain injury. It was a Gift in my healing process and helped me Truly understand why my brother & father had struggled So much in their lives.

I had So Much Anger over his death, and I wanted to Turn that Fire into something Positive. One of the Main reasons I chose to start a business based around holistic care is that I've dealt with the Dangerous impacts of big pHARMa with Everyone in my immediate family (as well as seen the repercussions of too little investigation/advocacy with clients over 25yrs).

My brother was Medicated as a Very small child, back in the early 90s-& I Believe that medication (in addition to the extreme abuse/neglect) prevented him from Truly being able to process his emotions. My parents "trusted the professionals." James was labeled very young as a 'problem' yet there weren't nearly Enough investigations into what was Really happening in our home. While I was the kid that had CPS in the guidance counselors office often-nothing came from it.

My brother dealt with So Much bullying as a kid, on top of physical abuse, emotional neglect, & sXtrauma. I didn't always defend him in the way I should have but that Regret keeps me Standing UP for Children and Survivors Now.

Holding a siblings deceased body in your hands is a HELL I wouldn't wish upon my Worst enemy. Explaining to my mother how I Know he didn't suffer and watching her cry, after Everything she has endured, taught me a Humility & Forgiveness I didn't think I was capable of.

Understanding the dynamics of brain injury (which my father suffered from) allowed me to extend forgiveness, despite growing up in a home surrounded by substance abuse, inappropriate & predatory people, & extreme violence. After my brother's death, I watched my mother be over medicated by professionals-doctors I had reached out to for Help Over & Over. She will Never Recover from what the meds have done to her. My younger sister has also been psychologically impaired by 'medicine' that "professionals" push, it has Poisoned her Soul in a way I Never Imagined losing her to. My entire immediate family has been disassembled bcz of poison & Fear. To say that I feel Lonely in this Spiritual Fight against Darkness is an Understatement.

To say I FKN HATE Big pHARMa and the LIES they operate under, their Predatory Nature, their Greed that knows No End, the Lack of Moral Compass that exists in our medical industry in this country is an Understatement. We are living in Truly Dangerous times, when the Most Vulnerable population is preyed upon by companies that profit off of our pain, that profit off of the virtue signaling & inability to self reflect and draw Hard Lines around what is appropriate for children.

So, I have made it my Mission to help others Understand their Options in Healing. Everything that I Present, that I Offer my clients is based on my Own experience. I don't have health insurance & I haven't wanted to succumb to the Deceit or Dependency on a corrupt system that doesn't give a $hit about True Well-being, so I have tried a Lot of things over the years.

And what I Know to be True is that if you're interested in Healing Core Wounds, you Have to be able to Sit in the Darkness, to Face your Demons, to Look in that Mirror, to Hear Unsettling & Infuriating Truths about Everything you thought you Believed and All the Lies you've built your Identity around. You Have to Learn how to Accept being Disliked for standing in your Integrity. And you have to be Willing to Keep Speaking for what's right, no Matter the consequences or Backlash.

A client said to me one day "what if my voice doesn't matter?" To which I Replied-

Your Voice Always Matters.

My brother was no saint-but he had a Huge Heart, despite the hand he'd been dealt in life. He wanted to help others and I Know how hard he was trying to get Out of the dysfunction of my family. I learned So Much about him after his death-I met countless people who told me how he brought them to church, that he brought them food on the street, that he Introduced them to sober living-those stories will Always stick in my heart.

And his death opened me up to my own spiritual & psychic capacity - it Forced me to Trust my intuition & Soul connections to the other side.

I Never Believed his death was an accident - nothing about the scene, his attitude that day, or my Gut feelings made sense. It was 3yrs before I would meet his ex from that time period, who showed me texts he had sent about $uicide after a fight they'd had.

And in those moments, Everything I had wrestled with for 3yrs was quieted - & I Heard "you weren't ready yet."

One of the things he told a friend on the day of his death that didn't make sense (until it Did) was "the stars are aligned for me today" - it was Such an Odd thing for him to say, but Now it makes sense to me.

I have investigated So Deeply the Karmic relationships, soul contracts, and transits in the chart-it was actually my brother's death and learning to Read a transit that sent me down the rabbit hole of astrology - I was Seeing patterns in the chart for loved ones that had passed, regarding grief, Karmic relationships, spiritual evolution, soul purpose, etc - I Even created a Death Transit reading Bcz I know this is So Important for others when they are grasping at meaning behind loss.

I have wondered So Deeply about 'Soul contracts' & whether their $uicide is a Sacrifice For Us to Push Into our Own work, and those questions were pushed Back into my face this year with the $uicide of a friend/client And my Brother in Law. When I say that your Healing takes Facing Head On questions/beliefs you've never wanted to entertain, I Mean it. *I realize this perspective and questioning isn't for everyone, but this is My Path and these are things I'm not only investigating for myself, but in the natal chart.

After a Lot of Difficult reflection around this, I Know without the shadow of a Doubt that if Anyone were to Sacrifice their Life to Push me into My Purpose-it would have been my Brother. Despite many of the things I still hang over my own head about how I treated my brother, I Know our bond and our Love was Strong, and I Know if our Souls Really did choose this path, he wouldn't have hesitated to Be part of my Own Soul Evolution, even if it meant leaving this world.

And I will continue to do this work For Him, for everyone who has been deceived about their Worth, their Capabilities. I will do this work for those that haven't Found their voice yet, supplying them with All the information I can about my own Journey and what has helped me come into my Ability to Advocate.

I will be a Voice for Every child who is at risk of becoming prey because the adults in their lives choose Fear over Courage. ⚔️💓🪽

12/28/2025

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12/27/2025

I still gave too many F¢k$ this year But I'm Really working to Improve that in 2026! 🤣

12/24/2025

Merry Christmas Eve! 🎄❄️🎁 It's almost 70° here but the fire this morning was So Cozy! 🥰 For the last several days I've been cleaning & cooking nonstop, so this morning we enjoyed a beautiful breakfast at Biltmore before picking up my in-laws (who brought a Lot of homemade Italian cookies!)

I've made stuffed shells, a chicken pot pie, spinach salad w/goat cheese/cranberries/apples, a lemon blueberry cream pie, apple crumb pie, chocolate chip cookies, rice krispie treats, cranberry/pomegranate/raspberry syrup for drinks, sausage gravy & biscuits, cinnamon buns, & I'm about to RELAX! 😅

Last night I watched two of my favorites-Rise of the Guardians & The Family Stone.

Today we're relaxing to "A Christmas Story" and I still have to watch my other favorites-The Christmas Chronicles, Prancer, National Lampoons Christmas Vacation, & of course, It's a Wonderful Life.

I Love sitting in the glow of the tree lights, coloring & relaxing, and just being Grateful for Another year. 🥹 Every year I'm reminded of how Short our time here is, and I always know, someone we Love may not be here next year-so Truly, take it All In. Even if there is grief, even if things don't look like you planned, even if you don't feel completely 'Merry' - next year will be different, and there is Always Always something to be Grateful for!

I have several days with the in-laws, but am sending All of You my Wishes for a Beautiful, Restorative, Joyful Christmas season. I Love you! ✨💝

12/22/2025

I'm Still Alive ...

I'm just going Through It, like most other humans on this planet. This year has Exhausted my Soul & if I'm being Honest-I have been Straight Hustling as a business owner for 5yrs, without barely a break-& it has Finally caught up to me.

I don't have a team, I don't have systems, & I have been sick more times this year than I have in the past almost 10Yrs, which is Telling about How Much I put on my plate (& How Many times I've Spiritually Leveled UP this year).

The NN/SN transit, my 8th H Profection year (Pluto/Jupiter ruled), & my Progressed Moon in Virgo are ALL Impacting my health; and in enhancing my own spiritual work, my capabilities are Stronger, But I Believe I've been taking on client energy, both through Massage & the channeling I engage in during readings, so I'm having to learn to be Very choosy & Boundaried with clients & my energy.

I haven't been on socials much these past few wks and I've struggled with this idea of 'responsibility to my audience' to 'Be Present' - but Ultimately, I have a Greater Responsibility to My Own mental, physical, & Spiritual Health. My paying clients are More than taken care of & attuned to, and socials have really started to feel like a burden to me.

I show up Authentically or not at all, and I'm Increasingly feeling like 'socials' are Not where I want to Air what myself and clients are navigating in life, so I'm still considering a private group where you can Be more Intimate and get more personalized support; I'm just taking some time to Breathe.

Idk about you, but I'm navigating a Lot of Grief right now. Grief of friendships fizzling out bcz I just can Not Tolerate what I used to, Grief from Two suicides of loved ones this year, Grief of my own Brother's suicide/death anniversary approaching, Grief of Missing Loved ones who have passed, from the ways of our world, Grief of time passing So quickly and not feeling like I 'fit' in this new world, grief of overwhelm, Grief of Regret at how Much I hurt myself over these years through Fear of speaking Up...

And Also, I'm Focusing on the GRATITUDE I have for Everything in my Life-I Absolutely Love my Life & I Know how Fortunate I am to get up every day & Do work I Love, work I am Good at, work that is Soul Called.

Grief & Gratitude Can coexist - & they Often do at this time of year!

We are in 'the end times' where it feels like who we Were almost doesn't exist anymore, but we've yet to Fully step into this New Self. The astrology happening right now hasn't been seen in 6,000yrs, so it's no Wonder life Feels Heavy. I know that this year showed me things I can't unsee, pushed me Out of Patterns I will Never return to, & opened my Spirit to a Grounded Faith & "idgaF what anyone thinks" attitude that is going to be even More Potent in 2026. I feel like Everything these past 5yrs I've traversed has been preparing me for 2026.

I am taking my Own medicine (my Grief and Gratitude Tincture With my Let That S**t Go) & I am Crying a LOT. I have several Substack articles that are mostly written & I got pulled away. I'm processing & creating More Tinctures. I'm trying to clean from all the sickness in our home, trying to rest, trying to get our home ready for family this wk, trying to get outside in nature, trying to check on friends who are also at their wits end, and just trying to BREATHE in this year that has felt like an Absolute whirlwind.

So, I am Still here, but I am Leaning into Mothering Myself right now.

To EVERY SINGLE PERSON who has supported my business this year, who Paid me Your hard earned Money, who Hired Me, who Showed up for Me, who chose to Learn from me, who bought my tinctures, who vulnerably laid on my massage table and let me Touch you, who invested in Their soul work through me-I am ETERNALLY Grateful for YOU!!! 🥹💝👏

Seriously, there is No Better Feeling than being able to Help Women step more Fully into themselves, into their Soul work, into a Newer, more Healed version of Self, and I Love you So Much for allowing Me to Support you.

Merry Christmas to you All!!! 🎄🎁🤶

12/17/2025

How many of you are also releasing FrenemyShips built on mother wounds?

Black Moon Lilith Release Portal

Not everything is meant to be healed.
Some things are meant to be ended.

As the Moon moves through the final degree of Scorpio, it crosses paths with Black Moon Lilith — the raw, untamed point of truth that refuses to be silenced, softened, or negotiated.

This is a liminal moment.
A threshold.

Old emotional contracts surface now — the ones formed through survival, suppression, or self-betrayal. Patterns you once needed to endure may suddenly feel intolerable. Not because you’re failing… but because you’re finished.

When the Moon touches Lilith, the body remembers.
Desires resurface. Boundaries clarify.
Unspoken truths rise — not to create chaos, but to create clean breaks.

This is Scorpio’s final degree:
the point of no return.

Release here is precise, not dramatic.
A cutting away of what drains your vitality, dulls your magnetism, or keeps you guarded against real intimacy — with others and with yourself.

If something feels intense tonight, trust it.
Intensity is information.

Meet the shadow with awareness, and it becomes depth.
Meet it with honesty, and it becomes power.
Meet it with compassion, and it becomes freedom.

What you release now creates space for desire that is clean, love that is conscious, and connection that doesn’t require self-abandonment.

12/17/2025