05/17/2023
Part 2: I used the restroom and noticed my butt cheeks were asleep. I decided my jeans were just too tight. 🤦♀️ Later I noticed my feet were asleep. Must have gained so much weight that my jeans were now cutting off circulation to my feet. 🤷♀️ the next day my calves were asleep and I asked if maybe the amazing post-divorce s*x could have caused some kind of weird va**na spasm that made my feet numb. (Hey it’s weird being the patient when you’re a provider all the logic and knowledge just goes p**f!!!) When Rebecca said it sounded neurological my heart sank. Later that night it was creeping more and I decided to just go to the ER. I was calm until they weren’t calm and then I was pretty sure it was real bad. I cried in the MRI machine. How was this fair? I just finished a stressful divorce. It was time for me to find myself, and enjoy life. The MRIs showed nothing. Over the next few days I stayed in the hospital as it crept up my legs daily. I would google and ask questions and nobody had answers for me. I could barely walk assisted. I couldn’t sit down anymore, I fell to my seat, I fell to the toilet. The week before I had been working out and lifting weights and it was like those muscles were just … gone. Instantly. My body forgot how to use them. ALWAYS GET A SECOND OPINION. It took 6 weeks and me begging for help from the neurologist for her to order a “repeat” scan- this time with contrast. (Which she should have done from the beginning) I was finally diagnosed! 1/8million transverse myelitis. I instantly started researching and found a neurologist at UT Dell that might be able to help me. I met a colleague of hers instead and I can say without a doubt that doctor saved my life.