08/28/2025
The more they try to get rid of me, the prettier I become. ❤️ Please excuse me for a moment while I admire the view
I have been waiting for this moment, for my entire life. The ability to see myself, without caring about what anyone else thinks about it, or while being forced to be someone else, or have to be made to live life by someone else’s rules, when I am clearly intelligent, lovely, caring, overly compassionate, and quite often times taking advantage of, because I am extremely empathetic due to the fact that my overall experience for work, is in healthcare.
This is all that I’ve got left, from my entire life’s hard work. Because of jealous people, I have been left with no other options, and I have been living in a motel for seven weeks, and there doesn’t appear to be an end in sight for me
Reconnecting with my family, has failed.
Gratitude for what we all have in this life, is everything right now. Since myself, and my YouTube channel is all I have left in this world, I really need to try to focus all of my energy on that, and that is all I am physically and emotionally capable of being able to do for my work.
Problem is, this is my 4th attempt at a reboot.
I have lost more than 12,000 of my subscribers because of what I’ve been put through repeatedly, and an effort to protect myself. I’ve also had to protect my information and I have self sabotaged also. It was a culmination of many things.
Yes, it very much has affected my reputation in a very negative way. So that’s another reason why I need everyone’s help. Because it’s all of you, who has seen me, for yourselves, when I was at my very best, and because it’s all of you, who have actually seen the reality of who I really truly am, and what I’m capable of, in regards to helping others.
I may be standing up for myself right now, but it’s taking all of the rest of the strength that I’ve that in this life; which is not much, in order to do it I can’t do it by myself for very much longer, and I mean that most sincerely, so I hope everyone’s really listening this time.
That’s why I need all of you to help be my support right now?
It’s all of you, you are my family now. So I need all of you to help support me from now, if you all don’t mind?
Just do whatever you can. It doesn’t have to be much at all. It could be as simple as just showing me that you are there.
I need it now more than ever, than any other time in my life. I just hope that all of you out there are listening to me this time.
I hope that you all are confident and sure that you know well enough by now to know that I will always do all that I can for myself, and for my children, and my family, including anyone Who I inspire along the way.
Because that is who I am, and that is who I will always be, until the day does come, that I die.
