03/03/2025
Right now in my healing journey, I've done a lot of work.
but sometimes it feels like it's not enough.
I still get triggered, I still get upset about things that happen in the past, I still cry, I still grieve.
AND I've also made a lot of progress.
There's a dichotomy of accepting where I'm at
and continuing to grow and nurture myself.
💜
After I read my son a story last night, he asked me to stay with him
so I sat down and journaled.
He asked me what I'm writing about and I told him my thoughts and feelings, and things I can work through to become a better person.
He said: " but mom, you already are a good person."
it made my heart melt
Children's thoughts are so simple, pure and beautiful.
They don't come with all our emotional baggage, trauma, negative beliefs, and experiences in life.
They see things clearly and it's beautiful.
I know it's not simple, but try to think about for 3 minutes a day ~
what would it feel like to live without ALL my negative beliefs?
Who would I be...?
I hope and pray that we can all see ourselves through the eyes of children and leave behind, release and let go of all the STUFF that hold us back.
How would you show up if you fully and truly believed you were good?