12/23/2025
Where to start?
I spent a lot of time reflecting on this journey over the weekend, the impetus, where it all started. On the surface it started six years ago when I enrolled in an EdD program with no prospect of a teaching role. I was in full-time clinical practice, working outpatient during the week and inpatient on weekends a few times a year. I was building clinical expertise but still felt far from an expert who would have the credentials to teach DPT students. Hybrid programs didn't exist, there were only brick and mortar programs in which to teach and we'd just finished building our forever home an hour and a half away from the nearest brick and mortar program. But the nudge was there. The quiet voice of the Spirit reminding me of a deeper calling I'd recognized during PT school as a teaching assistant, at the end of which I reflected on the experience and surmised I would return to education at some point in my career.
Had I known how hard it was going to be, I'm not sure I would have started. But those things that are the most difficult and require you to take a step into the dark and trust that voice when you don't understand the full depth of the commitment have resulted in some of the biggest periods of growth and fulfillment I've experienced.
Over those six years, we added three babies to our family, lost another, lost grandparents, changed jobs, pursued other certifications, started a business, took a leave of absence when my family needed me more, and everything in between. I collaborated on group projects while in labor at the hospital, finished papers while nursing a newborn hours after birth, got up early, used lunch hours, and stayed up late and so effectively hid the fact that I was in school from my kids that Caroline just recently realized I was in school and had been since before she was born.
So, was it worth it? Absolutely. Listen to that little voice that nudges you to do things you might think seem crazy or impossible. Faith will see you through.
I'm looking forward to the ignition that follows the spark resulting from my dissertation study for pelvic healthcare in rural areas. I'm looking for others who are interested in being the provokers of change. LMK if you're interested!