01/13/2026
This has been the most difficult and trying time in my life. It’s hard to smile when you feel like your life is overrun by 24/7 health issues.
Complications from a routine surgery almost cost me my life and I spent 32 days in the hospital.
I left the hospital with an ileostomy bag which I just can’t adjust to. It gives me anxiety around the clock. But it’s temporary so I push through.
Now, another circumstance arises that threatens my life. Once again Michelle drives me to the ER with severe abdomen pain.
It’s getting worse by the second. I’m admitted and yet again…need life saving surgery. I have a twisted and stretched upper intestines creating a total blockage.
My belly swelled like a balloon. I felt like I was going to pop. I’m wretching in pain for hours on end. The meds can only do so much.
I’m being tested. At the same time, I’m also being shown the good in people and how supportive friends and family can be.
I’ll share this - Words Matter. I had one day that was particular bad. I didn’t want to live. The pain was so great I just wanted to not feel it anymore. A nurse grabbed my hand and she prayed with me. She offered words of encouragement and strength. She talked about my beautiful family, my friends and my life.
Her words were powerful. I’m an Italian Sagattarian from New York, in my 50’s - you know, know it all, stubborn etc. She changed my mind in that very moment.
Remember to tell the ones you care about that you love them. Say thank you and please. Wish people a great day when you see them or a goodnight.
Words are free and powerful.
I’m hoping I finally heal and resume living close to what my life was before. Time will tell but for now I wish you all an amazing day. May your day be filled with love, success and happiness.