09/29/2021
AND OFF TO THE ER WE GO (AGAIN). Please pray that we encounter a medical professional who not only listens, however understands the necessity for proper diagnostics.
Why I continue to advocate on behalf of my daughter. It should not have to be this hard.
I have tried to inform
I have tried to educate
I have tried to placate
I have tried to advocate
I have tried to be more assertive
I have tried to play dumb (don't want anyone thinking that I am "playing" doctor)
I have tried not to be one of those "crazy" moms
I have tried to bring print outs of research (highlighted, tabbed, indexed!)
I have tried to listen only (too many questions can sometimes be offensive)
I have tried to be more demanding
I have tried to be less demanding and more commanding
I have tried to understand that not all doctors are researchers
I have tried to understand the limitations of the medical system
I have tried to understand that insurance places limitations of the "quality" of care
I have tried to be grateful for insurance
I have tried to be grateful for healthcare access
I have tried to more emotional
I have tried to be less emotional and more professional
I have tried to be specific about my daughter's needs (bullet points - under 3 minute medical summary and concerns)
I have tried to have no expectations
I have tried to forgive in situations where quite honestly, no forgiveness was truly deserved
I have tried to accept disappointments and move on
I have tried to be in acceptance of all outcomes
"I" have tried
"We" have to do better