04/19/2026
🤍I was really loving this outfit yesterday. My inner child was stoked, so of course I took a selfie. This tank top is 100% cashmere and it’s was $3 at the thrift store!!
🤍This major fire energy has me shifting away from someone who doesn’t speak her mind. I’m feeling more assertive this week. I’ve been working on shedding my self doubt since last year, and I’ve been able to slowly chip away at it.
🤍Then the other day I was journaling and I had an awakening. I was told during my first Akashic reading that in a past life I was cursed with self doubt. It was something my soul carried from lifetime to lifetime. In this lifetime it manifested as people projecting their anger, loneliness, and insecurities on me, which I collected like precious items. I’ve been holding on to this doubt because I believed it. I believed I wasn’t good enough or that I had to play it small to be safe.
🤍Then while journaling, I found myself writing: What if it was easy to turn this off? Almost like a switch where I decide that I no longer doubt myself.
🤍Words started pouring out of me about where this doubt comes from and how I’ve been carrying it for the world. If I really dug through all of that energy, I would find little pieces of other people. Thoughts they put in my head, emotions they placed on me, and belief systems that have never aligned with how I want to live.
🤍As I read back what I had written, I felt this powerful shift within me. It was like something cracked open. In that moment, I looked inward and declared that anything I was holding for others would return to them wrapped in love with the hope that they can heal it for themselves.
🤍In every aspect of my healing, I have found that the part that’s hurt will fight for her life. She will pop up at every moment and try to redirect me towards what I’ve known. Slowly, my mind challenges the thoughts and shows me how it’s untrue until one day… it’s gone.
🤍My doubt will pop up here and there. I may question my skills or worth from time to time, but now this louder voice, a higher voice, challenges it with love. It was like a switch, but instead of turning something off, I turned something new on 😍