Blue Sky Buds

Blue Sky Bud’s Story

I was in so much pain that I almost ended it all because of my spinal cord tumor. I am a doctor but my spinal cord pain was unbearable until I found this. Then, perfected its formula.When I was a child and I looked up at the blue sky I always felt the happiness that it brought with its sight. Some people live everyday and have no idea what drives them or leads them to the path they take in life.My life was high paced working as a physician. I took emergency calls 24 hrs at a time. All my life I studied with the goal of saving people. Suddenly, I started to feel tingling and bursts of electrical shocks shooting up my legs. I felt excruciating low back pain. I was diagnosed with a spinal cord tumor. I asked myself, was I going to die? was I going to be paralyzed?

I underwent a 12-hour microsurgery to resect my tumor. After the surgery, I was left numb from the chest down with burning agonizing pain. My legs were vibrating and could not walk. I felt like I was being submerged in boiling water. I could not take a breath without pain.

The surgeon told me “this is how it’s going to be, you need to accept it.” He referred me to a Harvard neurologist that gave me no hope. He loaded me with drugs without any relief at all. I was left with no faith and no hope that I would ever feel any relief. I looked up at the sky and no matter how blue it was everyday, it was as if it were overcast and gloomy for me. I wanted to end it.

I searched for any medication with my background as a physician that will help me breathe again at least without the burning and sharp pain.

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