01/20/2026
Our rainbow baby boy is coming May 2026 🌈
There was a point in my infertility journey where I truly wondered if I would ever get to become a mother. In November 2024, after years of trying, endless tests (all normal), and living such a holistic lifestyle, I finally wrote in my journal: “Things to leave up to God: Having children.”
It was the moment I realized I couldn’t control the timing no matter how much I tried — and if being a mother was meant for me, it would come through divine grace, because that’s all I had left to lean on.
And divine intervention it really was. In June 2025, I had a vivid dream where Jesus Christ healed me. (I know… it probably sounds wild. I’m not a church-goer, and I wasn’t searching for answers in Jesus — I was searching in lab results and cycle tracking. But it was the most powerful dream of my life. One day I’ll share the whole story because it was incredible.)
A week after that dream, right before Father’s Day, I saw my first positive pregnancy test. Unfortunately I miscarried at almost 9 weeks — one of the hardest experiences of my life. But in my very next ovulatory cycle, two months later, I became pregnant again… and this sweet little boy is our miracle rainbow baby. 💗
I waited a long time to share this, partly from the anxiety of having another miscarriage and wanting to see a healthy anatomy scan first, but also out of tenderness for anyone still on their fertility journey. I know how it feels to wait years for a positive test. To lose a very wanted pregnancy. To see announcement posts and feel both happiness for others and deep sadness for yourself.
The infertility journey is excruciatingly painful. And if you’re in that place right now, I hope my story brings even a small spark of hope to your heart. I know I was searching for hope every step of my own journey. 🙏❤️
I’ll be sharing more about my fertility and pregnancy journey here and on my new page . So many of you are on similar paths or hoping to grow your family one day, and I want this to be a space where you feel supported. 💛
Little one… We can’t wait to meet you!! Thank you for blessing us. I am eternally grateful. 🥹❤️