11/20/2025
I've loved Erykah Badu Mama's Gun album for over half my life... every song.... but Orange Moon has always been THE song.
It’s a beautiful love song. A comic exchange. A surrender. It’s about self discovery, self worth, and seeing yourself clearly... sometimes because someone reflected something back to you that you couldn’t see before.
That line… “I’m an orange moon, reflecting the light of the sun”… has followed me through so many versions of myself. And it’s never felt like dimming. It’s never felt like dependence. It’s always felt like recognition. Like… sometimes you realize your own brightness because someone finally sees you in a way that’s real and honest.
The whole song is about empowerment through connection and balance. “He ruled the day, I ruled the night.” Two energies that don’t compete… they COMPLETE.
And then there’s the spiritual side of it... that line that shifts from “how good he is” to “how God he is.” To me that’s never been about worshipping a person. It’s about the kind of love or connection that feels bigger than you… the kind that changes you on a soul level.
Hearing her sing all of that in real time… it just hit differently. It brought up every moment in my life where I learned who I was through love, through heartbreak, through being truly seen, through having to rebuild myself again and again.
That song has shaped me. And seeing it live reminded me how far I’ve come, how much I’ve grown, and how deeply music can reflect us back to ourselves.