04/05/2026
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I have felt it for a while now — not loudly, not all at once. More like a whisper that slowly became impossible to unhear. A hum beneath the surface of everything I was doing, gently asking me: is this still the life you are meant to be living?
For years, I have existed in two worlds.
One foot planted firmly in the clinical corridors of pharmacy — board-certified, data-driven, precise. A Director. A lead, an executive. A woman who built her identity around credentials and achievements.
The other foot standing barefoot in sacred space — surrounded by singing bowls, gongs, reiki, vibrations, holding space for people’s healing, channeling something I couldn’t always explain but have always, deeply felt.
Both worlds are me. Fully, completely, unapologetically me.
But for a long time, I kept them separate. I was afraid. Afraid that blending them would make me less credible in one world, too clinical in the other. Afraid of what people would think. Afraid of what I might lose.
What I didn’t yet understand was what I stood to gain by finally becoming whole.
Something is changing. The hum is getting louder. And I am finally — after years of waiting, wondering, and holding back — ready to listen.
More soon. 🤍
