02/16/2026
Let’s all just collectively take a deeeeeep breath in, hold for 4 seconds, and slowly release that bitch into the air.
Allow that tension to leave the body and not come back.
You’re in control.
You are in control.
You are control.
Over the past couple of months I’ve been spinning with everything that keeps being revealed, yet dismissed. I’ve been anchored down with piles of information, secrets, and horrors. I’ve been feeling the pain, the rage, and the grief.
While going through this collective awakening of sorts I became quiet with myself and asked what can I control in all of this? What can I do to bring safety and security? How can I alchemize what I’m experiencing? Control.
Control is the word that kept coming up- and not in the way that we’re used to hearing it, but the deep self awareness and power of knowing, harnessing, and directing the self.
I’ve had a lot of experiences, personally, that have come up since the Gemini Full Moon that have really challenged what I see control as, how I’m using it, and where I can do better.
Through control I am learning how to self-regulate on a whole different level. Through control I am learning new ways of discipline and direction. Through control I am learning self-mastery on another level.
But as I am a curious kitten I just kept saying to myself, but why am I getting hit constantly in the gut and the face with these lessons? First off, I’m a Pisces and Saturn and Pisces have been dancing (thankfully Aries has tapped in to take over 😅). Then my mind went to this Lunar year of the Wood Snake with shedding what no longer serves, which lead me to eclipse season and the new Lunar Year.
The Fire Horse is fast paced, driven, quick-thinking, ambitious, ascending, and all the other qualities that come along with Fire. What does Fire need in order to stabilize, to not burn out, and to be able to be harnessed? Control. Fire needs containment. It needs tending to. It needs regulation so that it doesn’t burn it all to the ground, but blazes forth.
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