09/20/2023
Thank you to each of you who has hung around, sent love, and booked readings while I transformed through one of the hardest times of my life. Thank you to those of you who held space for me and witnessed me as I dug deep, hurt hard, felt bat s**t crazy and questioned my entire existence these last 3 years. Thank you for inspiring me to keep fighting. Thank you for supporting me in this transformation of healing.
I wanted so desperately to show it to everyone as it was happening. But my healing was so deeply profound I couldn’t breath at times. Let alone form enough words to may anything make sense. I’ve always said healing isn’t easy, I never expected it to be so hard though! I also have learned healing is a lifetime of work.
As I was moving through everything I had to really analyze all my held belief systems. Where they came from, why I felt what I was feelings etc. I’ve learned so much about myself as I analyzed this system.
For decades I have longed to be REALLY good at being a medium. I’ve taken courses and trained with others and I still always hit a hang up. I’ve meditated, worked hard on learning to trust and it just always seemed so friction based for me. Like I’m rubbing sandpaper together expecting it to turn to glass. It wasn’t until I faced the fact I’d become deeply burnt out from this, that I realized this isn’t even something I want to do. I don’t personally like channeling your dead grandma, mother, sister.
I LOVE teaching, I love reading palms, like this s**t is my jam. I also love helping others work through their shadow self work. I love sitting with someone and just feeling their energy, pointing out things that make them feel seen, validated and like they are worthy of another trip around this sun when they wanna give up! I enjoy teaching others how to do what I do. I want to work so hard I work myself out of a job!!
So moving forward I am announcing with an over joyous heart, I will no longer be setting up appointments with the sole intention of channeling. If a loved one comes through, cool! But it’s time we start working on learning to love our own journeys and worry less about our loved ones.