02/04/2019
Love her
I've been told by men I don't know more times than I can count to "smile" when I don't feel like smiling.
And I certainly don't smile on command when I don't want to.
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I've been approached a thousand times with disruptive conversation when I'm obviously deep into writing in my journal at a bar.
Then when I say neutrally, "Excuse me--I was focusing on something and I'd like to get back to it", they call me a B.
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I was told three times by three separate dudes at my local cafe just yesterday to "close your computer and stop working!", and 'talk to them', or 'enjoy the view' or 'just do what I asked'.
I love what I do and was there in my rhythms completely enjoying myself.
And some ancient yoga teacher guys decided that black wasn't a "yogic" color, though women and witches and nature and meditation and night all decided it was one of the most important, protective and empowering.
So now I get female yoga teachers randomly telling me that black is bad, and to wear white instead of what I choose.
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And, sadly, many yoga-practicing women today snark at my organic, natural movement on the mat, or my addition of holistic fitness to the practice, although it's far better for your body, because some yoga men with little anatomy knowledge from the 1920s taught them that to move military-style and not nourish your feminine side --or your cardio health properly--is the "right" way to practice asana.
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I smile when I want.
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I work how I want.
I close my computer if I want.
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I wear black as much as I want.
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I practice yoga how my body wants.
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Not theirs.
I don't call them wrong.
I just move more fully into my right.
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How about you?
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photo: James St Vincent
From my Instagram posts today...more where this came from! there too.