02/12/2026
50 years ago today my precious soul was born. To say you have been alive for 50 years is so crazy to not only say but hear. I’ve lived through so much and yet feel like I haven’t lived enough.
Younger me wanted to be loved by someone special, such a hopeless romantic, she wanted to be a mom with a big family, she wanted to find something she was good at doing.
Instead I have spent most of my adult life figuring out me with just me myself and I.
And these last few years especially I have mourned what my hearts desire had always been.
I’m grateful for all of my life’s lessons and experiences, that I get a chance to grow, learn new things, and in turn teach others what I’ve learned and experienced.
And I can truly say I love me, I’m truly an imperfect person made perfect in my creators eyes. I’m grateful for each day to wake up and live.
If you are not your biggest fan then no one else will be. I dimmed my light for others to shine and I wish I never stopped shining but I made it through every storm and I’m sure there will be more. With each one I’m braver, smarter, and still always trying to see the good.
I’m shining like the woman I’ve always known.
The mirror may tell me I’m 50 but inside I feel like a young girl. There are times I never thought I would ever feel the peace I do in these pictures. I see the softness back in my eyes again. I see warmth and comfort.
May God give me just as many years ahead as there are behind me.
And I’ll be posting all my favorite pics from this wonderful session so be prepared to be sick of me 🤎 or better yet be prepared to see me as I TRUly am.
I am accepting donations and gifts to celebrate my day 🥳 my Venmo is trutalktracy
🎂🍵🛼🍜🍦these are things I’m doing today and could use your support so I don’t have to support myself on this one day 💁🏻♀️
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