11/15/2023
"The Further Backwards You Can Look, The Further Forward You Can See", Can you see all the darkness that's been living deep within me!?!
Can you see my soul as it's begging 4 help, or all the loved ones I've lost all the things I've cherished gone can you see how I felt!?!
Can you see all my unwanted haunting dreams or all the secrets I have locked in my heart, How it damn near destroyed me having to watch me my family & life slowly fall apart,
I'm still over here struggling trying to put back togather this puzzle of my Life & the truth is I gave up b4 I even figured out where too start!!
Can you see all the happiness I wish I could feel or all the beautiful visions running thru my mind,
How fu**ed up it feels constantly knowing I'm running outta time,
I wish my eyes could show me away to reverse or change the way I'm programmed or designed!!
If only people could see all that pain & misery that still always seems to find me, the eyes of everyone tells it all they say, maybe not the 1st or 2nd but the 3rd eye always see's!!!
(*made in the year 2016*)
(*made by amber.n.chevalier)
