02/17/2026
Post #3: excerpt from "Chasing Carson: A Family's Journey through Adolescence, Addiction and Recovery"
'Our "team" with all their researching for us has figured out the cost of long-term treatment programs and my cousin tells me we should look into doing a "Go Fund Me" to help pay for the cost. I reply to her that Sloan will not go it. He is so private. She says to me, "People want to help and you don't need a casserole, give them a chance to."
'Sloan has agreed to let me start a Plumfund and share our story on Facebook.....'
"To all our family and friends, near and far...it pains us to put this out there...our business, our secrets, our private life....why? Because, it's not pretty...it's not a praise or a brag about achievements...it's ugly, it's dirty and we are devastated. Carson has struggled with substance use since he was 16...what started as typical teenage experimenting, slowly turned into regular use. He has been in rehab and therapy 3 times. He works recovery but can't seem to "shake that monkey off his back." Sending him away will get him away from his environment and into a longer treatment program. 70-90 days inpatient then sober living for 6-9 months. The cost is high, insurance covers a fraction if any...here's the kicker... it might not work...he's 18 years old...he's an addict...but we have to give him an fighting chance. What else is the alternative? Please don't feel pressure to give...but do pray for him and us! Love. Dawn and Sloan"
'I look over at Sloan and tears just stream down his face. Tears were streaming down mine. We cry a lot and often....I hit post...'
I just read through what I wrote and still today after nearly 7 years, I am shaky, having shortness of breath and on the verge of tears...Some of you reading this are probably wondering why I am putting myself through this again...reliving it...I am sure you are wondering if Carson is ok with this...He is, I am, we are "ok" with being vulnerable and transparent. Our hope is that other families see this and know that they are not alone, there are options out there and there is always Hope!
Stay tuned.....