12/13/2025
I'm Really Going To Miss Y'all, and I hope to see you before the year ends.
Long ass Transparency Email! lol 🤣🥺🥲😭
I know everyone thinks I am Sooooooooo Happy to move on to the next chapter in my life, but I'd be lying if I i didn't say I'm literally crying as I type this email.
To be honest my spa is not only my first but the first of my generation and of all generations in my immediate family. I am the first to step out on my own and live my life as I dreamed and the first to successfully open and maintain a storefront, and that has meant more to me than you can imagine.
its been 15 years of healing people full time, and i just can't see myself not being a healer in real life in some kind of way. But, I know it is innate and I know that i will still be a healer even as I travel the world and create new businesses on this next adventure. It still saddens me because this has been my life, and not just any life but the life I chose to live on my own.
You know My family thought I was about to waste my life going to school as for massage. But look at ya boi, one of the highest paid therapist in the city with THEEEE BEST CLIENTS IN THE WORLD!! and I mean that. Massage ENVY Sucked ASS ! lol and was so impersonal it just did not resonate with the healing I had to offer. I wasn't supposed to teach people how to take care of themselves at home, just "tell them to book more appts" . I wasn't supposed to actively listen and especially give advice about personal lives etc.
One thing I loved most about creating my own spa to do it the way that I wanted to was the stories, the life changing conversations, the people that came back months later and changed their whole lives just from the convo we had months, a year, or years ago. All of the times that those conversations were healing for me too, You don't know much you all truly got me thru, because even tho I was your healer, I was being healed in so many ways.
When I would get asked " Well who heals the Healer?" . I used to just say myself and a few good therapist but in real life it's " The Healed" , it is You All that has healed me in so many ways and have made me grow in every way.
I've been through HELL and HIGH Water in the last few years. it really has been crazy in ways that I couldn't express to you all. Just know that there have been many times where I'd not only be wiping my client tears but hiding the fact that I was wiping my own at the same time. There were times I wanted to disappear and run away, BUT I COULDN"T GIVE UP ON ME NOR YOU and sometimes just a few words of inspiration or gratitude for healing you all would get me back on track and remind me of why I do this against all odds.
I KNOW THIS EMAIL WAS LONG AS HELL BUT IF YOU MADE IT THIS FAR THANK YOU! AND MOST OF ALL THANK YOU FOR CHOOSING TO ROCK WITH ME THIS WHOLE TIME, OR FOR EVEN TRYING CELESTIAL TOUCH . There are so many options out there, but I thank God for those specifically who chose me.
Mane It's going to hurt my feelings to leave my first Space. As of Now I'm not certain when my last day will be but def soon and in the next few months.. but as the year closes I would love to see you here to vibe and heal and talk about life, the year you've had, and our futures. It would fill my heart to see you here before this years chapter closes. There are only 11 appt days left this year. Can I count on you to pull up one mo time even if it is the last time?
With Love and Ineffable Gratitude Even if I never see you again THANK YOU!
- Siedel
Your Favorite Healer.
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