08/26/2025
For as long as I could remember, I have craved depth
To understand the origins of life, notice and capture the magic of our universe, and feel emotions and aliveness at their deepest levels
I’ve never been a “casual” person but I also have been gifted the capacity to play at the deepest levels as well
I often get mistaken as much younger than I am, not solely due to my looks but due to a youthful, open, and deeply curious nature. A lot of times I even get mistaken as nieve or unknowledgeable because I love to learn and forever be a student. But it is because of this that I have also cultivated my depth
Other times I get mistaken for “too much” or “too deep”, when I don’t remain predictable or comfortable for those who want to stay on the surface. But all of those are interpretations and projections of another’s own level of depth and embodiment of complexity
Depth comes from lightness and lightness comes from depth. You cannot have one without the other. They are the yin and yang that make up our universe as well as our true nature
Focusing on just one or the other will fall short, stay one dimensional, and flat. To be whole, complete, as well as at our happiest is to cultivate our lightness and darkness to the deepest degrees
One thing I’m actively focused on is letting my depth be more known upfront, to be more raw and bravely authentic, to let the whole range of myself be free, available, and expressed moment to moment. And I’m working on not worrying as much about the impact, surprise, or confusion it might conjure in others
My depth has been my offering to the world for as long as I remember whether or not I was ready for it. My work in recent years has been to full heartedly embrace and own that and continue allowing it to be an invitation for others to also be embrace the truth of who they are. Not everyone enjoys or is ready for that, and may fight, reject, or misinterpret me as a result
But we all come to a point when we are ready to finally and openly receive ourselves no matter what. And my people find me and join in as a result. Partners, lovers, friends, family, or clients, I’m forever grateful. Thank you for meeting your depths ❤️🔥