02/06/2026
This week has been very overwhelming. I was in Philly to begin my new immunotherapy treatment since the previous one didn’t work.
This one is considered “standard of care” and involves two drugs: ipilimumab and nivolumab, aka Yervoy/Opdivo, aka ipi/nivo. They are administered via IV and it took a little over 1.5 hours. It made me very sleepy.😴
For my type of cancer, it has about an 18% chance of being effective. It’s also known for causing nasty side effects. 😬 Just like my previous 2 treatments, it’s a game of wait-and-see how my body will respond. I’m to get weekly blood work done to monitor that. The protocol is to get the combined drugs every 3 weeks for 4 cycles and then switch to nivo only every 4 weeks. I will get scans in about 6 weeks, after 2 cycles, to see how my tumors are responding.
My oncologist said there are a couple of trials potentially coming soon but they don’t know the eligibility requirements yet. So for right now, this is my ONLY option for treatment. 😳
And today, marks 2 years that we first found out I had mets (the cancer had spread) in my lungs from my routine, annual chest X-ray. 🩻 AND this month marks 8 years since the primary tumor in my eye was discovered during a routine eye exam. 🤯 My life has changed drastically since then, more so since I got mets. So much time has been taken up by appointments, traveling to those appts, scans, not feeling well due to side effects and the mental toll. It’s been incredibly difficult on my family as well. I’ve almost forgotten what my life was like before mets, when I could run marathons, work a day of up to 6 clients, go out with my husband or friends for as long as I wanted. I’ve had to adjust my “new normal” many times. I’ve lost many friends along the way. And as much as I wish sometimes people could understand what I’m going through, deep down, I don’t truly want that. Because that would mean they have this too and I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.
So I’m just trying to do the best I can which looks different depending on the day. Some days I’m laughing. Some days I’m crying. Some days I just feel numb. But I’m still here.