04/22/2026
NICU day 45 š¤
There has been so much change in our lives lately. Our girl has changed our world in the most beautiful ways. Weāve learned to be present, to grieve, and to be grateful all at the same time. Weāve learned to sit in the uncontrollableāthe sadness, the anxiety, the unknown.
Becoming a mom has changed my life, and becoming a NICU mom has changed my perspective on the kind of pain that lives within these walls.
They say the NICU is full of ups and downs, and weāve lived that reality. Weāve watched nurses become family, showing so much kindness and love to us and our girl. This has been one of the hardest experiences our family has ever faced.
Iāve gained a perspective I hope to carry into my career. I see parents differently nowāthe depth of their love, the weight they carry, and how hard this journey can be. And in all of this, Iāve also experienced trauma that Iām learning to process.
Itās human to go through hard things. Itās okay to feel sad, to grieve, and to be grateful at the same time. Life can feel heavy and, at times, powerless.
Just a reminder to every parent out there: you are stronger than you feel, even on the days you donāt think you can face whatās next. š¤