01/14/2026
While I'm not a fan of New Year's resolutions, per se, I do love setting intentions and choosing a word or theme for each upcoming year. When I chose ๐ซ๐ฐ๐บ as my word for 2025, I was ready for more ease, lightness, and flow. I imagined a year of love, laughter, and feeling more alive...
But 2025 had other plans.
It quickly became the most challenging year of my life. My physical and mental health declined. I experienced flare ups in symptoms I thought I'd resolved years ago. I lost my beloved dog of 13 years, Chase, in a tragic accident that left me absolutely devastated.
As the stressors piled up, my relationship began to unravel, and it became clear that no amount of couple's therapy would fix the things that were broken between us. My fiancรฉ and I made the incredibly difficult decision to end our engagement and walk away from the relationship and life we'd built together.
As the year passed, ๐ซ๐ฐ๐บ gave way to ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ช๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐บ. Not the kind that looks perfect or polished, but the kind that helps you get out of bed when you feel exhausted and broken.
2025 was also the year I turned 40. And along with that milestone came a wave of internal shifts I couldnโt ignore:
โข An intensifying struggle with depression, anxiety, and overwhelm
โข The impact of unmanaged ADHD on my nervous system, my work flow, and my energy (I was diagnosed a long time ago, but slipped into a period of not using my tools)
โข Shifting hormones and menstrual cycles that signaled beginning stages of perimenopause, which felt like throwing gasoline on a fire
It all became too much to push through. So I stopped pushing, and simply listened.
And what I heard, over and over, was the call to slow down. To reevaluate and realign. To listen to the internal voice and intuition that I'd been ignoring for too long. I was reminded of the importance of being vulnerable. That I couldn't carry it all on my own, and that it's acceptable and necessary to ask for help. I was overwhelmed with gratitude for the friends that showed up in big ways when life fell apart. And I opened my heart to deeper, more meaningful connections with the people in my life.
As we move through 2026, Iโm choosing ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ and ๐ข๐ญ๐ช๐จ๐ฏ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต. I am letting go of expectations and anything that does not serve me. I am calling in deeper consciousness, building clearer boundaries, and strengthening self trust.
๐๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐๐๐ซ, ๐โ๐ฆ ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ก๐จ๐ฐ ๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค. I feel called to serve more ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ท๐ช๐จ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฎ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐น๐ช๐ฆ๐ต๐บ, ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐๐๐๐. So I'm narrowing my focus to ๐๐๐ฎ๐ซ๐จ๐ง๐ฎ๐ญ๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง, combining my background in psychology, neurology, and nutrition therapy. I will be specializing in support for the gut brain connection, chemical balance, and hormones.
2026 has become a year of rediscovery and rebuilding. If youโre in that space too, Iโd love to walk beside you.