04/27/2026
Day 3 was a day of rest.
Day 4 was a day of forgiveness. I had signed up for a Kundalini Reiki level one attunement and it was incredible and intense. I didn't expect my mom who's passed away to show up in spirit. In my mind's eye, I was brought to the time that I held anger and resentment towards her. I asked for forgiveness for being cold towards her. I sobbed and released. It was wonderful to feel her presence again.
I later was talking with my sister and she has shared something about her childhood that I had thought she had blamed me for. She said she never had. I cried again and was able to let that go. It felt like a form of forgiveness, perhaps towards myself. I definitely feel lighter.