03/06/2025
There’s been plenty of times I’ve wanted to quit
Give up and throw in the towel
I get tired. Frustrated. Overwhelmed.
….I often say I’m a mystical wild animal but alas i am in fact- human. (Insert tiny violin here 🎻)
( JK & side note: I think it’s actually really f**kn cool to be human and the range emotions & experiences we get to have ⭐️if you let yourself⭐️ and it’s actually pretty stellar 🤙🏻)
BUT BACK ON TOPIC
-I never know how much money I’m going to make
-I am completely responsible for the outcomes of my business
-Any kind of injury or illness can really mess with my ability to do my work
And it’s all up to me and it’s really hard sometimes. Keeping myself anchored and locked in so I can show up for my clients, friends, relationships, everything & everyone.
I do my best with what I’ve got.
I’ve made plenty of mistakes, mess ups, and could have done so much better.
This is my first go around in this body and mind too.
I’ve heard many times
“but what if you just got a nice desk job, then it would it be easier???”
first things first- please take your underlying worries, doubts and fears somewhere else. I have plenty of my own to deal with.
And also lol… NO. As hard as it gets- It’s still a full bodied ✨ no from me dawg ✨
And I have also been blessed with the ability to fall asleep sitting straight up - amazing on planes - not great when you’re bored on a computer 😬😬😬
No one escapes the trials and tribulations. They just might look different
I can’t imagine the grass is greener.
But also it’s ok to not even want grass. I want the skies and sea. I want Freedom.
you can better believe I will choose what I want
There is no easy way out and none of us make it out alive so…
Here’s to giving it everything you’ve got and live your life exactly the way you want to
Xx Alicia
