Walter Sonny Ray kernaich journey

12/27/2025

As I prepare for a significant year ahead, with brain surgery scheduled for February, I am compelled to seek the support and prayers of those around me, which is not a gesture I typically solicit. The ongoing struggle to maintain my well-being in a world that often appears indifferent has left me feeling drained and exhausted. In light of this, I have made the conscious decision to limit my interactions with acquaintances and loved ones alike, not out of malice, but in pursuit of peace and an avoidance of unnecessary strife. My current state of emotional neutrality should not be misconstrued as hatred or love towards individuals; rather, it is a reflection of my depleted capacity to invest in relationships that I have come to realize are often marked by petty jealousies and malice. A profound realization for me has been the understanding that much of the negativity I encountered stemmed from others' jealousy of my self-acceptance and happiness. Having found my place in life, I am at peace with my journey, having let go of past grievances and chosen to focus on my own healing. Despite the uncertainty of my future, I have accepted my circumstances and moved forward, conserving my energy for more positive pursuits and reserving my emotions for those interactions that truly warrant them.
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12/11/2025

08/27/2025

Sept 4th oncology for a plan of action. Not doing the chemo period. A mass was found on my brain

06/06/2025

It has been some time since I last updated, and I have been dealing with numerous health issues, including stomach surgery and a fractured right hip. Although my cancer is in remission, I will continue to manage polycythemia vera, an incurable condition. Additionally, I have vascular necrosis in both legs and hips, and neuropathy has progressed to affect nearly my entire body, including the medulla of my brain. I have noticed a significant decline in my physical and mental well-being, experiencing brain fog, discomfort, impatience, fatigue, and exhaustion. Lately, I have been struggling to cope with these challenges, and I apologize if my demeanor has been affected as a result.

03/31/2025

As I prepared for my heart catheterization and angiogram to get clearance for my hiatal hernia surgery, and eye surgery after that, following recovery from the first, cancer is behaving so far. The autoimmune disease is getting out of hand; I just need prayers and support.

03/05/2025

The image is a mesmerizing, abstract artwork that transports viewers to a realm of vibrant colors and swirling patterns. The face, reminiscent of Jesus Christ, emerges from the kaleidoscope of hues, its purple tones glowing with an ethereal light. The subtle smile and gentle gaze seem to invite contemplation, while the dreamlike background, alive with pink, green, blue, and yellow, evokes a sense of dynamic energy. As the colors dance and swirl, the face appears to shift and shimmer, like a vision or apparition, drawing the viewer into its mystical world.

05/26/2024

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04/10/2024

Something it helps getting freash Ginger, cur it up and make a tea does help. Sometimes I'll add THC tenture from the dispensary which does help today's one of those days for me I'm going to sleep the day away I believe.

04/10/2024

I'm real sick today very nauseated I'm in remission with cancer since November but yet it still takes its toll on me Danny and today is one of those days I just want to sleep the day away.