12/10/2025
I like the holidays, but not in the shiny catalog sort of way.
There’s no tree in my living room, no trips to see the mall santa, and no coordinated family pajamas waiting for a photo op…
Except for the dogs, who don't protest if there are liver treats involved.
I’m not out here roasting chestnuts or pretending I enjoy the taste of peppermint anything.
I panic shop twice - once online a couple weeks before Christmas, and once on the 24th when I realize I need to "make it even" or that I completely forgot someone...(sorry, fam, but it's almost always a brother-in-law... why are they so hard to shop for??)
While I enjoy seeing others find joy in the season, gifting is just not my love language in either direction.
But I do love my people more than anything.
I love winding down from the year for a week or two, even though I dislike thinking about life in neat little twelve-month chunks (what's time, anyway?).
I love the small traditions my family has carved out for ourselves, like sledding down the tiny hill toward the septic mound at the "cabin" which is both exactly what it sounds like and somehow still magical.
I love krumkake and sandbakkles like many Norwegians before me, and tiny ham sandwiches on Hawaiian rolls.
I love playing Hues and Cues which you absolutely need to buy for someone this year, then convince them to play with you, but only after you’ve committed to a firm stance on what color Barney really is. IYKYK.
At the same time, the holidays kick up my anticipatory anxiety.
I’m trying to enjoy the present while also stressing about things that have not happened and may never happen.
It can make the holidays extra fantastic, or just make me a sappy sad ball of emotions, and honestly both are fine with me at this point in life. 'Tis the season?
So maybe you feel this way too.
Or maybe you’re Buddy the Elf in human form.
Or maybe the holidays aren’t your thing at all.
If you have people, embrace them.
If you prefer solitude, honor that.
And if you - whoever you are, or wherever you are - need something or someone, reach out.
I will have an extra sled and enough jalapeno creamed corn to feed a small army if you would like to join us.
That's the holidays for me - giving my space and time and seeing others where they are, for what they are.
- emilie