04/06/2026
I swear, the universe really knows how to motivate me. I've been working on a series about movement and the nervous system, and for the last two weeks, I've been scheduled to talk about proprioception. I've also been struggling with stress and avoidance, leaving my own mind and body disconnected. Like I always say, the body keeps the score. I'll spare you the pictures, but today my body is walking proof of what can happen when our mind and body are disconnected.
So, what is proprioception? Proprioception is the brain's awareness of where the body is in space and time. It's not shocking that trauma would cause impairment in our brain's capacity for proprioception, because in a traumatic experience, the brain literally disconnects from the body. It would make sense that for the brain to know where the body is, it would need to be connected.
Now, let's talk about last night and the universe's personal accountability check. As my evening was winding down, I could feel my own body disconnecting. I had spent the day avoiding feelings, and my body was telling me it was over it. My energy was draining, and I could feel the significant amount of effort it was taking me to continue my evening chores. The last thing I needed to do before I let my body have the rest it needed was to take the dogs out. It's in this moment that I honestly couldn't tell you what happened. I was looking at a streetlight one minute, and the next minute I was somewhere on the ground, crying for help because my body was in so much pain I couldn't move. In my disconnected state, I had tripped (who knows on what), and fell on a garden fence that has been in the same place for two years. When I finally got myself together enough to get in the house, I was cursing myself, because I knew my body was reminding me of what I needed to do, instead of what I was avoiding doing. I say all the time, the body keeps the score, and y'all, today, my body won the battle, and I'm humbly surrendering. I've spent this morning completing this post (lol), and I have now completed several of the other things I was avoiding over the weekend. The lesson: Do what you feel so that your body and mind can stay connected, and your body doesn't try to kill you because you didn't 🤣🤣🤣. Here's a simple daily practice you can do to promote proprioception and mind/body connection for yourself.