11/02/2025
Does anyone care? Minds are high jacked, reality is distorted, and vulnerability is now a weakness.
It seems to me that no one cares or engages in what I have to offer because it's not a quick dopamine hit. It's a slow roll into "knowing thy self."
I've done my deep inner work for YEARS - over a decade, in fact, so I don't need to beg others to do the same. I accept people for who they are, where they're at in life, but something has got to change... for me especially. I don't see others doing their deeper work, but they are successful - at manipulation? Marketing? Collaborating? What do they have that I don't? Where is my support?
I can't work for manipulative companies or pay other people to raise the daughter that I wanted in my life or trust anyone else to keep her safe. I love my flexible schedule and the life I've created, but I can't lie, it's come at a cost. I seriously don't make much money and have been struggling materially for so long now! Spiritually rich and materially poor.
I had so many friends when I was blind to what the world is, turning my back on myself, but now I've awakened, started loving myself, and no one is here, no one seems to care (for long). I see others who are supported in doing similar things, so I know it's possible. I keep showing up for myself, for others, but it's exhausting putting in so much effort when I don't see the results I need year after year.
I'm just trying to help people recover their nervous system, unhook from the "quick fix" lies, learn to love themselves, and educate them about their energetic system. F*ck me for trying, I guess...🤔
Feels like my journey is about being overlooked, undervalued, and unappreciated.
