10/18/2015
As lightworkers we have so many emotions that are felt throughout the day. We feel on so many levels it is unreal at times. Last night I was receiving a call from a client and we kept missing each other. We both had a lot going on. Then all of a sudden this wave of emotion hit me and I started to write. When we came here we took on a lot of responsibility not only for ourselves but as a service to others as well. Sometimes the emotions can be intense. We have to find a way to channel this emotion to find the message that it holds then transmute any negative energy to a positive loving energy. It takes dedication and focus. We need to breathe and quiet our mind. Once you quiet the mind you can start to feel. Feel the emotion and energies that are coming to you. Listen your guides are assisting you on every level.
The message this time was where do we find love and fulfillment. There is no person or thing out there that can make us happy or give us the love we need. It is always an inside job. The client said she felt angered at everyone around her. She tried calling relatives with no response. She felt very alone and more and more in despair. Then she tried to call me and we could never connect. She then started to question why am I even here? Her mind started wondering and thought is this how god felt with Satan. Soon after she looked up and seen the number 666. She thought yep just what I thought Satan is after me. He is trying to make me feel all this anger he is bringing me down. She said enough is enough, I'm going to bed. When we are having that hard of a time sometimes the best thing to do is sleep. We need a reset and for her it was sleep.
The next morning she had called and said she had one of the roughest nights in a long time. She explained what had happened. I said let me read to you a poem that I had wrote last night. This was the emotion I was feeling from you:
No one knows my pain. The way I cry for days.
They see my perfect smile that takes everyone's sadness away.
No one ever sees the pain behind my smile nor the sadness in my laughter.
They see caring eyes and a healing heart thinking I'm living my happily ever after.
I'm just like you you see... with no one to help but me.
So I will go see, see the reflection of me.
There I will find all I need, it is the LOVE I have for ME.
I proceeded to tell her that we have to forget everything we have been taught. The bible over the years has been changed for manipulation and control. We came to this lower vibrational planet to anchor the light. The Satan that she is referring to is a dark aspect of herself. The 666 was an angel message for her. It is an indication that her thoughts were out of balance and to focus on her inner spirituality and divine life purpose and soul mission, rather on earthly material concerns.
She was amazed by all that I had to tell her. We all have to remember to stay grounded and look within and watch for messages from our guides. They love us more than we could ever imagine and are always here to help. Make sure we are taking care of ourselves first. We cannot help others if we are lacking ourselves. You have all the love you need it has been inside you all along.
Love and healing Light Theresa
