05/06/2019
I wrote this a while ago but its still so freaking relevant - especially for me
There are days when you just feel like snapping, breaking, or losing it. Those days I think it's ok to just let it out. To let it go - cry if you need, yell if you need, scream "f**k it" if you need. F**k is a great word to use when your having a rough day. Trust me .. it just makes things feel better. (Side note: not around children or you might get arrested).
There are days like today when I feel so tired and so spent and my mind instantly wants to put myself down for not "achieving" whatever mundane thing it is that "needs" to be achieved.
Let it go!.. But also let it be, let it just be in your body, in your mind. Its ok. You can feel weak, spent, tired, broken... accepting it and letting yourself have a "moment" can make the world seem like a much easier place.
My prescription to you: Let it go, yell f**k it a few times, scream and cry (on your own as others will think you really have lost it and you might end up locked up) but we won't, your heart won't, your soul won't. Let your mind breathe and then start a new tomorrow. (A glass of wine helps too!) Today is just today.. and tomorrow is a brand new day.
PS: you are perfect, you are beautiful and you are amazing. Smile because I think that of you and I know I am not the only one who does!