12/15/2025
Well we are back once again to my having to say with sadness that there will be no Kundalini Yoga tonight. And here is the update as to why. I had a couple of good days, finally feeling a relieving of the flank pain and the nervous system convulsions I’ve been experiencing for 6 weeks now off and on. But I allowed myself to do too much peopling and now my body is screaming at me again and I am back to feeling the pain, needing to loop Tylenol and ibuprofen and yesterday was dealing with the nervous system convulsions again. If you are unfamiliar with the Human Design system, this next bit may not make sense, but that’s ok. Due to my extremely open design and my penetrating aura, the mechanics that happen when I am in aura with people who are themselves experiencing anxiety, angst, anger, etc gets absorbed and amplified in my system. And that throws a major wrench in my healing process. There is no fault in this, it is just mechanics and my learning at a deeper level to listen to the wisdom of my body rather than my own wants and the pressures that surround me. Straddling that fence is no longer an option. This weekend I missed the FWDC holiday party. I missed seeing my daughter in A Christmas Story with Fort Wayne Youtheatre. Because I have been overriding my body’s messages literally all year trying to take care of everyone around me and working like a generator. That is done now. So, no yoga tonight. Body says. And I am listening. And I am trusting. And if I tell you no or don’t answer you immediately, I promise it is definitely not at all about you. I am taking care of my Self. And time spent doing so will allow for all things to flow again in correct timing. Thanks for reading. Sincerely, your very open, non-motored, projector friend.
