11/10/2025
In 2016, I was laid off from my job as a Project Manager.
It felt like the floor fell out from under me. My field was niche, my skillset specialized — and every application I sent felt like climbing glass.
But that collapse created space.
Not the kind I wanted, but the kind I needed — the kind that forces you to question the operating system your life runs on.
Over two years, I went from Project Manager to Personal Trainer, to Life Coach, to Astrologer, Shaman, and Intuitive.
It wasn’t a résumé shift — it was a complete rebuild. A rewrite of my code.
During this Spiritual awakening- I told God I wanted to know the Truth — not conceptually, but experientially. I was willing to go wherever that path led.
That devotion has carried me through seasons where I wanted to quit — even this year with anxiety, feeling burnout, the repeating loops of a black & white mundane life.
My path has invited me to let go again — to dissolve the parts of me that were built to “hold it together.” - the way I approach the life I built.
Because high-functioning survival isn’t the same as aliveness.
I started releasing the old identities, routines, and mindsets that once helped me succeed but now kept me confined.
The more I surrendered control, the more clarity surfaced — a new architecture of self that feels lighter, truer, more coherent.
Once again I was reminded : we are the creators.
Not someday. Not after the perfect plan, retreat, or healing phase. Now.
When we create from coherence — when purpose leads design — life starts to organize itself around us.
Stuck becomes outdated code.
Flow becomes our default setting.
If you’re feeling that tug — that quiet knowing that something deeper is ready to emerge — consider this your invitation.
You don’t need to burn it all down. You just need to realign the system.
#2027